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About Me

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4 A typical prototype of uncertainty and not enough wisdom. Weakness bothers me unless it is my own and even that can take its toll.Awareness is the my life support and I am still learning how to connect the wires properly in order to make the damn thing run.Not sure whether or not to forcefully push past gawkers on the sidewalks or serenely allow them to peruse the cluttered merchandise.Sonnets are lost to me at the moment.I wait without expectations and have been defeated by my own fabricated realities.I find humor when I see couples fight in the street and always wonder if they know how loud they are being. And if not, it is amazing how consumed they are by their emotions; and how they have complete unawareness of the lacking of a fourth wall.I cry when I see a person crying.I want to adopt every animal that is homeless.Love making soup.I hate when I see little kids on leashes.I can't stand when my cat suckles.I know imitation is the highest form of flattery, but it annoys me to no avail.I wish insecurity could be destroyed and bombed.I am grateful for falling leaves and a good cup of coffee.I like eating lactose free ice cream when it is cold outside.I miss NY so much it hurts but am grateful for the CA space.I like when I hear wind.One day a Betty the next a plain jane.And, I always have cold hands and feet.

My Interests

My family, making movies, trips, my friends, my cat, anything or anyone that fears normalcy .. - Video and Image Hosting"

I'd like to meet:

A person with no fear

Music:

My own and...Nina Simone, Neil Young, Willie, Bob Dylan, Johnny Cash, Dolly Parton, Patsy Cline, Cat Stevens, Paul and Simon, Harry Chapin, Allison Krause, Gillian Welsch, Old Crow Medicine Show, Marvin Gaye, Bill Withers, Led Zep, Pink Floyd, The Smiths, David Bowie, John Fruciante, Iron and Wine, Galaxy 500, Black Tambourine, Jesus and Mary Chain, Flaming Lips, The Clientele, Muse, Gay Dad, Nico, Hole, The Breeders, NIN, Neutral Milk Hotel, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Walkmen, The Comas, Spoon, Calla, Interpol, Dandy Warhols, Pela, The Libertines, TV on the Radio, The Slackers, Sublime, Bad Religion, Ben Harper, Jack, Nick Drake, Jeff Buckley, David Grey, Cat Power, Eliott Smith, Nelley Furtado, Fionna Shakira, Juanes, Buckcherry, Butane, God or Julie, and just bought Phoenix.

Movies:

True Romance, Raising Arizona, Blazing Saddles, The Big Lebowski, Caddyshack, Kill Bill II, The Last of The Mohicans, Pumping Iron, Jaws, A Fish Called Wanda, Willie Wonka, oooh! and Cape FearThese are just some of the few...I am a movie dork.

Television:

Movies, movies and more movies...oh, and HBO On Demand

Books:

Those that have pictures in them. Especially "Highlights"...I love looking for the hidden objects

Heroes:

My Grandma---"Queen Ede"

My Blog

Two days in silence

Two days upstate NY: Rain...Thinking, Wondering, Pondering, Vegetables, Fruit, Cats, Vintage Stores, Record Shops, Coffee; Rain....Thinking, Wondering, Pondering, Greenery, Cooking, Soup, Talking, F...
Posted by Hilary on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:10:00 PST

Happy or not?

I can't sleep! Here I am in bed on a Friday night watching movies with my cat who is cuddling and drooling on my arm. On top of that, he has a broken femur. How a NYC cat breaks his leg, without ju...
Posted by Hilary on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 09:45:00 PST

Airplane woes

Who feels my pain? An airplane flight is an agonizing test of one's will. The rush to the airport causing fear and raised blood pressure was the beginning of the headache. LAX is notorious for the ...
Posted by Hilary on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 10:01:00 PST

Course forgiveness

Course forgiveness? What is that? In college, they offered course forgiveness, so if you didn't do as well as you wanted in a class, they would allow you to take the class again and wipe out the low...
Posted by Hilary on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 12:17:00 PST

A new cold day in my third year

Three years have come and gone. New York has magically found a way to be my home. This cold day has brought some reflection/perspective. When I moved here with my guitar, five brown boxes, and firs...
Posted by Hilary on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 12:57:00 PST

Ride cuz summer's here

Give me music, the road, windows down, hair in my face, lakes, pit-stops, bathroom breaks, half cups of Starbucks, windshield roadkill, spilled licorice by my toes, bandanas, glasses, Dogwood flowers,...
Posted by Hilary on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I am going to be an asparagus farmer

I want to be an asparagus farmer and take pride in regulating the richness of the soil so that everyone can share in the experience of tasting such a delicious vegetable.
Posted by Hilary on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST