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fay

hey this is it and it dont get any better lol

About Me


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Myspace Layoutsi have destiny and bill and i'm happy with that. bill and i have been together for going on six years now and then theres my destiny. she is going to be 9 in december and is in third grade now. even tho i have them and all my family i am considered clinicaly depressed or borderline bipolar. woohoo big suprise.i have suffered several losses in my life that have left me devastated. i lost my first baby in 95 and didnt think id ever recover but then i had my destiny in 97. she is my rock. i moved to north carolina in 98 and my hubby left me there, no big loss there tho lol not long after i met bill and weve been trotting along thru life together since. then we moved to west virginia but werent happy so i came back to tennessee. then in 02 i lost another baby and was again floored. im still hanging in there but its hard. ive also lost one of my dearest friends darrian luke dyle by the hand of some psychotic bitch. and in just recent yrs our family has lost a very dear friend joe novlan and a brother in law mike daugherty. so much loss but yet we survive and carry on. what else can we do but have faith and be strong. heres some family pics of my dad, my 2nd mom, my 4 sisters, my daughter, and my neice and nephews. we're a big family but we are there for each other when one of us needs support**** Myspace Layouts
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My Interests


Myspace Layoutsi like writing poetry but it's mostly dark stuff. i like playing around online with my computer. i'm addicted to pogo.com and now myspace. maybe i should start my own online anonymous group lol. i like staying home most of the time like a hermit. i collect some odds and end things here and there. i collect coca cola stuff which turned into polar bears too. i have a really awesome six foot polar bear that i call papa joe because when my mom saw some kids kicking it down the street she told joe to make them quit and when he saw what it was they were kicking he rescued it for me.i also collect wolf stuff. i think they are beautiful creatures and very misunderstood. i have a poem written by an unknown author that i'd love for everyone to read. i have a medium size collection of ty beanie babies that belong to destiny and bill collects dale earnhardt sr. and jr. stuff. so i am pretty much a pack rat lol. some of bills stuff is actually in mine too because coke was one of dale sr.s sponsors. Myspace Layouts
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I'd like to meet:


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Myspace Layoutsvin deisel or brad pitt or angelina jolie or sandra bullock or orlando bloom or johnny depp or just anybody famous unless u mean in myspace then just anybody u can never have too many friends Myspace LayoutsMyspace Contact Tables
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Music:

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adopt your own virtual pet! Myspace Layoutsmostly 80s but im pretty open to anything unless its loud or someone screaming about women r bitches and whores lol. i guess my all time favorite music video is he stopprd loving her today. i had heard the song many times but didn't see the video til i was pregnant with destiny and it made me cry because the reason he stopped loving her was because he had died. im a lil slow on the take lol. Myspace Layouts
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Movies:


How evil are you? Myspace Layoutsi like all kinds of movies. i like scary and gory movies the most. but im a sucker for kids movies too. over the summer i took destiny and my nephew dwight to see cars and we all loved it. there are a few movies i can sit and watch over and over like all the jaws movies and 13 ghosts. Myspace Layouts
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Television:

Myspace Layoutsi love any of the csis and law and orders. i like survivor and eureka. i like alot of detective shows like skeleton stories, 48 hours, psychic detectives, and stuff like that. Myspace Layouts
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Books:

Myspace Layoutsi dont read much any more but when i do i like stephen king, patricia corwell, nevada barr, james patterson, and iris johansen. ive read all the harry potter books too. Myspace Layouts
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Myspace Codes: MyNiceSpace.com

Heroes:


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Myspace Layoutswell i would have to say my folks because they put up with alot of crap from raising five girls. most of us were teenagers at the same time. my mom because shes so strong and independant. even thru a terrible loss she stood strong and i love her for that. and last but not least my bill. we started dating when destiny was 15 months old and hes been her dad for all these years. he works hard everyday to support us, his family. Myspace Layouts
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My Blog

latest news

ok pplz i know its been ages since i posted a blog so i figured since im back online id at least post my latest update. i took destiny to her pediatric endocronologist (idk if its spelled right) ...
Posted by fay on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 08:33:00 PST

ponderous man real ponderous(blast from the past for some of us)

I've been sitting here today thinking about toxic surfer and a movie I just watched called mean creek. I don't know what is happening to the world and I guess I shouldn't carry the weight of the world...
Posted by fay on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 01:43:00 PST

my friends list

well im sure some of you have noticed your faces disappearing from my list and i dont want anyone to be offended but i only have room for 24 same as you and most of my 24 r family. from cousins to sis...
Posted by fay on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 09:06:00 PST

wolf poem by an unknown author

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Posted by fay on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 07:58:00 PST

destinys health 5 good news

ok well i got a call from the dr and she had 2 ultrasounds done and both were clear. so thats all good news. i do however have to take her to knoxville in january to see a pediatric endocrynologist. w...
Posted by fay on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 02:35:00 PST

destinys health 4

ok sorry its been so long but when i took destiny in for her second ultrasound the lady said she needed a full bladder so it was either wait for 2 hrs or reschedule. so guess what her new appointment ...
Posted by fay on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 10:24:00 PST

destinys health 3

ok a lil background. as most of u already know destiny inherited her parents fat gene. well her doc ordered some blood tests back in april well as a procrastinator when doc said to take her to knoxvil...
Posted by fay on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 09:12:00 PST

reguarding destinys health 2

 ok destiny goes to have her tests done monday morning and on friday the 1st so she has to fast for the ones on monday and take some laxatives  so just keep her in ur thoughts and prayers fo...
Posted by fay on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 11:25:00 PST

show me some love pplz lmao

ok pplz ive got some poems posted in my bulletines and would appreciate any feedback from yall. ive gotten two responses and both were positive. that rocks because i love to write poetry and yes i kno...
Posted by fay on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 11:19:00 PST

reguarding destinys health

well i just found out today that destinys doctor wants to do some tests on her reguarding her weight and suger levels. she says theres something going on inside her and they need to figure it out. so ...
Posted by fay on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 03:58:00 PST