Kybear

The two things in this life I am here for, which do both coincide and merge at one point but stay seperate in another sense are my dream to live, and my dream to love. I will find what makes me happy to wake up to every morning and will always say, I can't believe I'm getting paid to do this. This is what I've always wanted, and this is my love and my passion, this is my life, this is me. I will find someone who makes me happy, a soul mate to make my existance complete, to wake up every morning next to and always say, I can't believe your'e lying here next to me and that you love me as much as I love you. Your'e what I've always wanted, and you are my love, and my passion, first, and foremost you are my life, I am you, and you are me. This is my dream, and my reason for every breath I take. This I will pursue, and this is what I will have someday.So here I am in in Okinawa Japan, with my sweet sweet love Devon Blaine we have a 4 bedroom 2 story house overlooking the town of Kitanakagusku and the west side of the pacific ocean and islands, a '97 prelude, and an ever-growing tank collection of sea creatures from Me and Dev's snorkeling and beack walk adventures. Ha ha. If youre wondering if theres anything more I could ask out of life, i would look you dead in the eye and say "No." Devon Blaine Edwards is not only my husband, not only the love of my life, not only my knight and shinging armour thatswept me off my feet and whisked me away to freely give me all that I've ever wanted in my entire life but he also is that one last piece in my creation that I thought could never possibly be filled. I feel as if I'm the Alpha and hes the Omega. I feel like an unstoppable combined unyielding force with him. And like Ive told him so many times, every morning I wake up and see him laying there next to me, its like waking up next to him for the very first time in the doems at Tinker Air Force Base back home in Oklahoma. I layed there watching him sleep looking at him, and hoping and praying with every fiber of my existance that God would permit him to be the one. I had this feeling I coul'nt deny, and a sense that was too strong to brush aside, even the first time I saw him, in that moment, I knew that this would in fact be my husband. I truely believe when things are meant to be, everything works out, and things work smoothly. You don't have to work against fate, because fate, is in fact, very much in your favor. I love my life.... Kylie Renee' Edwards. A proud wife to say the least... He has given me my dream, not so much the beach, or our beautiful home and life here in Okinawa, but first and foremost himself. Devon dedicated his life and love to me for the rest of our lives as I did for him, and because of that, I have my dream. I love you more than life itself Devon Blaine... And yet, another addition to the ever-quickening trials of my life... A baby. A mommy, a daddy and a baby. A family of my very own. A piece of a repressed dream and myself. I was always so afraid of this. Dreading it my whole life. But yet again, irony has its twisted ways of occourance and has again proved me wrong. I feel complete for the firt time in my entire life. I couldnt want this for myself or for Devon and I more than I do. I never knew such a love like this could exist. Now, not only the love for my husband, but for the love of a child. My very own. My sweet baby...found this travel layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments