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Sluzhili dva tovarischa...

I Stand Alone.

About Me

I am not your typical 18-year old girl. I do not what, precisely, I am-- but tell me, do you?I am on a constant quest for beauty. I see beauty in everything and write it for all to see. I wish every person in the world to see the beauty around them. I do not fit into any category or sub-category. I am my own. I enjoy most right now sitting in front of my computer or an open journal with a glass of red wine and silence and writing. I am a writer. I love to sing when no person listens-- it just so happens they overhear me occasionally. I love to move and to learn. I love to read. I hate not being able to change the world around me and will not rest until I've changed at least a little bit. Perhaps you knew me when I was young and innocently outgoing or maybe you knew me when I was out every night, dancing my heart out. I am many different people fused into one young woman with a World to see and a life to live. You are welcome to be a part of it as you so choose to be.

My Interests

Writing, riding, traveling, experiencing different tastes and smells, being inspired, living, loving, dancing, flying, singing to the horses.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who considers themselves or who I consider "Beautiful".

Music:

Combichrist, Sonata Arctica, Wintersun, Angra, The One, Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Sopor Aeternus, Symmetry Breaking, Cursive, The Casualties, Dismember, Atreyu, Treephort, Pencilgrass, ASOB, Biohazard, Fear Factory, Sopor Aeternus, Bella Morte, The Arcade Fire, Stratovarius, Wintersun, Dragonforce, Finntroll, Dry Kill Logic, Superjoint Ritual, Lacrimosa, Speedcore Terrorist, AFI, Ohgr, Rhapsody, Officer Negative, Klute, Avenged Sevenfold, Deicide, Sepultura, VNV-Nation, Opeth, My Dying Bride, Nine Inch Nails, Deadwait, Sines-of-Life, Streetlight Manifesto, Cathedral, Orbital, Sonata Arctica, The Rasmus, Nighwish, Smashing Pumkins, The Cure, Shadows Fall, Sisters of Mercy, Alice in Chains, Bauhaus, Type O Negative, Aria, Mogwai, Megadeth, Machines of Loving Grace, Pantera, Helmet, Mortician, Kreator, Celtic Frost, Aphex Twins, Carpathian Forest, Bloodbath, 1349, Venom, Rasputina, Mayhem, Nile, Machine Head, Motorhead, Ministry, The Verve, Bright Eyes, Cannibal Corpse, Borknager, Emperor, Sayticon, Cannibal Corpse, The Velvet Underground, Iron Mainden, The Jesus and Mary Chain, Tool, Society 1, System of a Down, Blind Guardian, Alkaline Trio, Korn, As I Lay Dying, Children of Bodom, Slayer, Dropkick Murphys, Dying Fetus, Bad Religion, Marilyn Manson, Anti-Flag, A Perfect Circle, Trail of Dead, Necro, Billy Joel, And One, Sero.Overdose, Laura Branigan, KMFDM, Tears for Fears, The Birthday Massacre, The Cruxshadows, Staind, Gogol Bordello, The Dresden Dolls, Pink Floyd, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Scorpions.... And much much more. I enjoy a lot of different music. I love Russian and Georgian Folk music as well as many of the classical ballets as well. Also, I love experimental music. I don..t mind noise. Generally the only things I don..t like are most rap, hip-hop, R&B as well as a good bit of country. I will tolerate them, just for a certain amount of time...

Movies:

The Crow. The Wall. Requiem for a Dream. One, Two, Three. The Court Jester. Fight Club. Rocky Horror Picture Show. Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Cashback, The Avengers (Series). The Importance of Being Earnest. Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. The Triplets of Belleville. Girl, Interupted. The Illusionist. Last of the Mohicans.

Television:

South Park, Blackadder, and Law and Order-esque programes.

Books:

Papillon. A Spot of Bother. Anything by Oscar Wilde. Pillars of the Earth. Gone With the Wind. The Screwtape Letters. Industry of Souls. The DaVinchi Code. The Rule of Four. I Am Morgan le Fay. Rebecca. The Brothers Grimm Fairy Tales. Night. Catcher in the Rye. The Lord of the Flies. Harry Potter Series. Vergil's Aeneid. Sophie's World. Ender's Game. 1984. Anything by Kafka. The Princess Bride.

Heroes:

People who are not afraid to live and be who they truly are. People who can create the most tremendous and beautiful things with mere words. Kind people.

My Blog

EVERYTHING WAS BEAUTIFUL AND NOTHING HURT

EVERYTHING WAS BEAUTIFUL AND NOTHING HURT.Billy Pilgrim thought that might make a good epitaph. I like to take the line and play around with it. The following has absolutely nothing to do with the o...
Posted by Sluzhili dva tovarischa... on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 06:28:00 PST

I will not deal with you people.

Generally, it is highly unusual for me to write an `angry` message. Today is clearly an exception.I decided last night that I would go have a beer or two at my favorite pub here in the city as it was...
Posted by Sluzhili dva tovarischa... on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 03:48:00 PST

A couple meals to feed your thoughts!

Does it take pure stupidity and stubbornness to truly be alive?I get the feeling sometimes that I and so few others have made the decision to be alive and to live our lives for the joy of living them ...
Posted by Sluzhili dva tovarischa... on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 05:46:00 PST

The Story (Yes, here it is-- EDITED!)

So, I finally edited it for you all.  Now, you must give me some feedback... Please?* * * * *The Story   ..> ..> ..> ..> ...
Posted by Sluzhili dva tovarischa... on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 06:52:00 PST

I am... [a free spirit?]

I try every so often to start writing in a journal or a blog of some sort.  This is another feeble attempt.  It's impressive how the moment the window opens, all the things I was thinking a...
Posted by Sluzhili dva tovarischa... on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 01:16:00 PST