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About Me

[But she can't fix this beautiful mess..]
[.♥.].My heart is cracked in all the right places. I won't trust you. And i appologize for that..
.Honesty is the only thing in this world i care about.. though it is rarely found.
.i don't look as good as my pictures.
.i am a sucker for anything acoustic
&guys who can play the piano.
.My life is not yet what I want it to be..
so i will go wherever i have to, or hurt however long i need to..
i will find my refuge.
.Fool me once, shame on you.
Fool me twice,
shame on me.
.I only keep friends i would bleed for.
Why would you need anyone else?
.I don't believe in trust,
but I believe someday I will find it again.
.God is not a character that has found himself in my beliefs.
This is who i am. I will never judge you on what you believe, but i will never change myself for it either.
.I have a boy who fills my heart with everything it needs. He tries as hard as he can to let me know he loves me higher than the tallest mountain and deeper than the deepest ocean.♥
I find many other boys i meet to be useless. I wish everyone was able to find a best friend like mine.
(but leave mine alone.)
.I have a passion for makeup and doing my own hair.
It use to look amazing all the time..
I am working on this again..
but if you ever try to give me tips i will punch you in the throat.
.My mom is my strength.
I would never trade anything for what I have with her.
I love and admire this woman.
She can make me laugh, she can make me cry, but in the end,
she makes me.
.There is a lot behind these eyes.
Don't waste your time trying to figure me out.
you will lose.
.I don't do drugs. i don't smoke. or have sex. I don't drink every weekend like those kids you try so hard to be.
I am not straight edge. I admire my choices, but i hold no label.
.My roomie and best ff shares a lot of the same views and beliefs as I do. this makes our friendship unbeatable because we know it's worth it. I love her!
.I don't date. Not because I can't. I choose not to.
.i will give up the world for someone i love. though i know this wouldn't be done for me.
I accept that.
.i am filthy terrible at sleeping. 4-5 hours a night is not enough for someone.
.I will not cry in front of you.
this is not because i am strong.
this is because i am weak.
.If you have the chance to know me,
don't take it.
.My paranoia makes sense to no one. and i think everyone i meet has a hidden motive. this can ruin things.
.If i love you, i will push you away.
if you love me, you will push back..
this is me.
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My Interests

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that i heart. [♥]
I like rainbows. flavored coffee. brown clothing. hot choclate. movies to the max. hair clips. the color green. my cats. cardigans. making grilled cheese and soup with jeremy. phones. bottled water. mascara. skittles. christmas oranges. being lost in thought. Leafs. Zip up sweaters. Marshmellow strawberries. clouds. mistakes. pumpkins. hair dye. Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind. Tacky 80's ear rings. Rain & it's puddles. My sketchbook. Sun-glasses. Scooters.tea. The fact I wear 2 different sox everyday. big Buttons. red Nail polish. bad(awesome) 80's music. clocks. tacky jewelry. the smell outside right before it rains. red. taking pictutres. Honesty. oversized Bags. fakelove. snowflakes. Ginormous purses. painting. the park behind my house. drunken memories. knocking on wood. bowling shoes. Scarfs. candles. ugly/vintage clothes. Myspace?. Eyes. hoodies. mits. msn. Stephen. roses. My runners. coffee dates. Smiles. cherry chap-stick. the flavor orange. comic books. Lightbulbs. .friendships. the oc(rip). heaters. autumn trees. Fairs. cards. big coffee cups. Good Fashion and bright red lipstick. the scent of vanilla. Dried roses. duct tape. stars. dollar store perfume.. on other people. stripes. individuality. Humor. Waffles. My toothbrush. Boys cologne. Chocolate. Magazines. long hair. face wash. Sales. night time. Elephants. street lamps. Blank tapes. walking alone. anonomous phone calls. mail adressed to me. my plastic turtle. marilyn monroe. Clean dishes. Q-tips. Lime green eye shaddow. Elevators. hand lotion. Stuffed toys. Dancing. Plastic forks. My video-camera. memories. breakfast at tiffanys. road trips with matt. Laughter. Streamers. Polka-dots. Cotton. Pens. Yellow. Accents. Monday. gloss. Vanilla Skys. Ireland. More rain. Grey. Starting over. the days when i use to be happy.. and Broken promises topped with Apple pie.

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Music:

.death cab.
.dallas green. .the beatles. .the goo goo dolls. .the used.
.bright eyes.
.damien rice.
.oasis.
.panic at the disco.
.the postal service.
.matchbook romance.
.the rent soundtrack.

Movies:

. garden state. . Closer. . eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. . The last kiss. . Breakfast at Tiffanys. . Little miss sunshine. . Stranger than fiction. . hairspray. . Kill Bill vol 1&2. . Little black book. . Imagine me& You. . lost in translation. . trainspotting. . the holiday. . Step up. . Notting Hill. . vanilla sky. . elizabethtown.
. Rent.
. Prime.
. thumbsucker.
. donnie darko. . memento . requiem for a dream. . edward scissorhands. . the nightmare before christmas. . moulin rouge. . The breakfast club . ghost world . the labyrinth. . elephant. . perscilla, queen of the dessert. . girl interrupted. . adaptation. . being john malcovich. . Big Fish. . spellbound.
me &lindsay like movies with this scene. the end.

My Blog

this came out of nowhere. so i put you on paper.

you're so beyond this. let's run away.(run fast.) run far.together, (forever.) just us and the stars. for it's all i need to feel love,and a world with love, requires nothing else. where is this world...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 12:04:00 PST

untitled

I wanted to phone you last night..Even to just hear your voice for a split second, but I tried preoccupying myself until I fell asleep.(4 am)I've never needed this much support and willpower.(it's ex...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 07:29:00 PST

breath (just stay until the darkness leaves)

i don't know why i sit here,staring at this computer screen until it gives me a headache. it doesn't make my heart feel better.[tylenol-water-swallow-breath]It doesn't make me wish he was here any les...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 12:14:00 PST

Thats what you get!(when you let your heart win..)

No sirWell I don't wanna be the blame, not anymoreIt's your turn to take a seatWe're settling the final scoreAnd why do we like to hurt so much?I can't decideYou have made it harder just to go onAnd w...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 12:10:00 PST

For A Pessimist, Im Pretty Optimistic

Just talk yourself upAnd tear yourself downYou've hit your one wallNow find a way aroundWell what's the problem?You've got a lot of nerveSo what'd you think I would say?No you can't run away, no you c...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 04:05:00 PST

can you remind me of a time when we were so alive.

I am outsideAnd I've been waiting for the sunWith my wide eyesI've seen worlds that don't belongMy mouth is dryWith words I cannot verbaliseTell me whyWe live like thisKeep me safe insideYour arms lik...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:59:00 PST

just put down the glass and think.

"why can't you fix yourself" she askes the broken mirror.You could just find glue, and put yourself back together, but why don't you? why won't you try? You just lie(lie&lie) there as if you don't...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 10:37:00 PST

please turn down your radio. i can't hear my thoughts.

There's something ironic about waking up before the alarm clock on a cloudy morning that just makes me feel, alive. Walking through puddles and crunched leaves with a coffee so hot it wa...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 11:43:00 PST

the best part of the lie is believing it.

i'm sitting her on this same bus i catch every night at 9:06, exactly 10 minutes after the sky goes dark, with that same driver who looks so angry..but the moment your eyes meet his, his smile is so g...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 02:13:00 PST

have a drink. take 5. [you're still breathing, right?]

So here i am, sitting on the ground of my 4th floor apartment drinking champaign, watching the fourth season of sex and the city, while eating ridiculously overpriced cheesecake and watching the sky g...
Posted by L♥ [Lady.Like] on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 05:18:00 PST