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♥Dead♥

Don't cry for me I'm already dead

About Me

Im am coolaid head sweet pea and beebaa the bi polar chick who keeps to herself a lot i have a weakness for nerds i love guys who play nerdy things...like magic^_^. im very vain and i need attention and love and will go through great length to get it i like music a lot and play bass i love sushi j rock drag queens raves glow sticks stars getting tattoos pierced and hugs*throws glitter* theres so much about me thats still to discover and i find out more everyday.if you think you know me to a T think again.sadly im not predictable.i love cemeteries,mr bubble,extremely hot baths,and the smell of the earth after rain as well as fabric softener..oOOOooo ..
JANUARY=SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Im my own worst enemy

My Interests

drawing ,religions,acting,music,people watching,poetry and serial killers anything japanese sushi will always be my love.. width="425" height="350" .. my friends are yummy

I'd like to meet:

John Waters, Pee Wee Steve Buscemi so i think he hot ..shoot me Mr rodgers even though hes dead i still love him and Pete Burns .. .. width="425" height="350" .. THE ONE AND ONLY ORIGIONAL FASHION DIVA leigh bowery.eat your heart out devine

Music:

FUN CLUB "bitches best recinize" the cure, depeche mode,.I like the birthday massacre nothingface,comasoft nine inch nails,orgy,mortIIs gym class heros, ZEROMANCER,bach,malice mizer,manson,cradle of filth,Enya,Tom Petty and the Heart Breakers,Billy Idol,18visions,deadsy,mudvayne,poisonblack,dresden dolls,ministry,smashing pumpkins,tool,mindless self indulgance,razed in black,velvet acid christ,london after midnight,front line assembly,moonspell,lords of acid,dimmu,a perfect circle,i like metallica rotting christ runemagick satanarchy sadness satyricon deadstar assembly murderdolls yet i dislike slipknot but im liking the new stuff.I like david bowie,coal chamber,joy division,pink floyd, Skinless, Type 0 Negative, Anathema, Opeth, Darkthrone, Einsturzende Neubauten, Skinny Puppy, Aphex Twins, Necrophagia, Down, Danzig, Burzum, Necrophagist, Dillinger Escape Plan, Dying Fetus, Vinterriket, Coil, Ancient Ceremony, Behemoth, Lamb of God, Otep, & Slayer.and more i cant think of off the top of my head...

Movies:

all of tim burton films hedwig ad the angry inch pink flamingos lady troubles actually all john water films all ed woods film such as plan 9 from out space and glen or glenda rocky horror picture show fight club clerks the little mermaid charlie and the chocolate factory new and old one fifth element ummmm.....all johnny depp films esspecially fear and loathing and a lot more ill think of them later.

Television:

the x files the office house seinfeld family guy seasame street simpsons 21 jump street* though the damn song gets stuck in my head* local shows in living color snl everything on comedy central grim adventures of billy and mandy addams family and the munsters and more

Books:

Blake, Poe, Shakespeare, Tennyson, Lord Byron, Anais Nin, Wilde. Why do you think eroticism is so prevalent today in our literature, our theatrical shows, and elsewhere? It is a symptom of the emotional sickness of our time. But this preoccupation with the erotic world would not become so obsessive if Eros were healthy. But the Eros is sick, man is uneasy, something is bothering him. And whenever something bothers him, man reacts, but he reacts badly, only on erotic impulse, and he is unhappy.M. Antonioni

Heroes:

FESTER THE MASTER AT DRUNKEN AIR GUITAR sexy tim burton

My Blog

shatter

shatter the pillars that hold up this thought of you allow the pieces to break my skin and punish me.allow the blood to turn cold and cloud my eyes leaving me blind dead and lifted from guilt.i shall ...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 01:53:00 PST

turned cold

Warm gunwarm heartwarm blood turned cold like your eyesthe world turned crooked like your smileall around me fades like your loveand i know the end has begunyour jagged words have me torn on a decisio...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 12:34:00 PST

vows

as you choke back tears and cry for meim reminded of all the times i cried for youas you stay up late and wait for me im reminded of all the nights i waited for youas you wonder where i am and what im...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 11:36:00 PST

poppies

your evil in mascara  with a large sence of selfyour existance as a parasite makes me dream to poison you soonlike a weed you shine only as everything around you is deadi hate you for what you ha...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 02:05:00 PST

fornever

your voice lingers far after your words have ended and im stuck with the guilt of what was.your only friend is who shouldnt be.but who  takes the blame for this one?promises dont have experation ...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 01:37:00 PST

he makes me sick

his voice makes my skin crawl.his denial is more of ignorancei am not a friend to this monster of whome leaves a path of emotionsl destruction where ever he goes.he needs to find out who he is before ...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 04:08:00 PST

anywhere but from above

my broken world was hidden in your diseasei was bound and hung with carethough your vains were so hard to pleaseits because they were not thereand who can feel the sunshinebehind this wall of hateand ...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 08:36:00 PST

whats wrong

lately ive lost my will to sleep much anymore i find myself having to be drugged up on sleep meds to get some shut eye....perhaps i should use this lack of sleep to take up another job.......i love th...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 01:31:00 PST

how emo of me

Oh the beloved, how you hold the sound of our forgotten nevers.the scent of decaying love fills the air like a toxin,and numbs what feelings i have left.and scattered opon me are the ashes of my heart...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:57:00 PST

come back

i love him because hes just like i use to be. a filtered me filtered of all the bad that has crossed my path.he assures me it wont happen by his hands.and i believe him.the thing i thought i could nev...
Posted by ♥Agnes♥ on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:12:00 PST