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xXxToxic WhoreXxX [One Hundred Percent]

Love Me Or Hate Me, It's Still An Obsession

About Me

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Hello my name is Josh, and I'm currently sixteen years old as of March 11th. Despite my name, I do not consider myself a whore. The meaning in my screen name is purely sentimental. My friend used to call me this before he passed away, a victim of suicide. He was lied to one too many times, and it is such a tragedy. This is the major reason that I cannot stand lies of any sort. I currently attend high school in Idaho; I am a junior. I'm rather far from normal, and I'm sure you will be quick to find out that I don't lie when I say this. First off I'm gay. Sorry girls, that means I like bois. I came to this realization in the sixth grade, and have hidden it up until recently. Luckily, I have many friends and family members that support me no matter what, making my life a lot nicer. Secondly, I am not the most wealthy person you will ever meet. I am very open about this, not because I want you to sympathize with me (that is the last thing I want), it is because I believe that you should get to know me for me, and not for material. Material possessions mean little to me. I use them every day, yes, however, I do not believe they are necessary. I would have no qualms about relinquishing my possessions for any reason. One of my aspirations as the young adult that I am, is that of becoming a vegetarian. I am trying desperately to cut down on my consumption of meat. My family is one that eats meat, yes, however whenever I can avoid it, I will. Animals are here for our comfort, and not for our slaughter. Not to say that I couldn't just easily say "no" and not eat it, but if I do not eat meat, I am afraid I would surely become underweight, as I cannot exactly afford alternatives. Don't think of me as weak, because I'm not. I fight every day of my life for my beliefs, and I don't need anyone coming into my life and telling me I'm wrong. Beliefs are just that, beliefs, and everyone is entitled to them. I'm not going to scorn you for your beliefs, unless you do likewise for me. There is no reason why we can't seriously just all get along. It's not that difficult, sorry to say. People are just ignorant, that's one reason why I have trust issues. I don't know that many people that I can truly trust, and I do have to say I cannot stand ignorant people. I know I can't change everyone, but one at a time, I want to make the world a better place, and show people that being ignorant and being arrogant is useless and purely selfish. Why not give instead of receive? When you give a gift, you aren't just giving a gift to someone, you are giving a gift to yourself. You have done something good in your life, and you should be very proud. I try to give as much as I can to anyone in need. If I have excess of any material items, I try to give these things to people who might actually use them. It is wrong to be greedy, and that is another main fault in our society. Everything is based around money and monetary value. This corruption really makes me realize how lucky I am to have the views that I do. I am not corrupted by money, and for that I am very grateful. I was not raised in a family in which money was important. Love was always the number one thing to have. As long as you have love, you are the richest person on this earth. Don't let money fool you, all it is is paper, nothing more. So I suppose I should cut this short now, as many of you will not read. But for those of you who have read this, I would like to thank you dearly.If something is not answered in my profile, and you wish to ask, please feel free to drop me a message or comment, and I'll get back to you on that matter.
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My Interests

Likes:

Music, Art (I consider fighting an art), Jiu Jitsu (Modernized), Elizabethan Rapier Combat, Violin (I cannot play it, but I would like to learn), Singing, A few video games (Examples of these include Tales of Symphonia, Baten Kaitos, and Eternal Darkness: Sanity's Requiem), Picture Comments (Leave some and I'd worship you temporarily, well not really, but I'd return the favour), Scripting/Programming (Even though I am far from professional at it), Rain, Storms, Romance, Alchemy, Camera Whoring, Medical Practice (I have no idea why either), etc.

Dislikes

Food in general, The colour orange, Country music, Hip-hop music, People in general, And all their stupid games, Narrow minded people, Money, Corruption, Stalkers, Fakes, People who can't take a hint (If I don't talk to you, don't leave me hundreds of comments, it means I don't want to talk), Arrogance, Illiterate comments, Homphobes, Ignorance, Messy profiles, Histrionics, Animal cruelty, etc.

I'd like to meet:

I can honestly say, I would like to meet almost anyone. Everyone has their own personal qualities that makes them special. I'm interested in spending time with any number of people. I would just like you to be open minded when you speak with me, and please don't judge on appearances. There is so much more to everyone and everything than meets the eye.

Check out this band. Completely radd.

Music:

A Fire Inside, A Perfect Circle, After The Sirens, Aiden, AngelSpit, Angtoria, Asceal Fate, ATC, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Ayria, Ayumi Hamasaki, Caliban, Cradle of Filth, Cute Is What We Aim For, Death Angel, Dido, Do As Infinity, Enya, Evanescence, Fallout Boy, Flyleaf, From First To Last, Funeral For A Friend, Goodnight Nurse, Hawthorne Heights, Head Automatica, HIM, Kill The Flux, Lacuna Coil, Mest, Mindless Self Indulgence, Moonspell, My Chemical Romance, Nightwish, Norma Jean, Otep, Panic! At The Disco, Pennywise, Rammstein, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Rob Zombie, Saosin, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Senses Fail, Slayer, Slowfall, Story Of The Year, Tatu, The Matches, The Rasmus, The Zen Concept, Thrice, Thursday, Tiger Army, T.M. Revolution, Trivium, Tsunami Bomb, Type-O Negative, Vanessa Carlton, and many more.

Movies:

I don't see many movies, but what I go and see, I usually like. I'm not too picky.

Television:

I don't watch television very often, but when I do, it's usually something such as Nova or some comedic program.

Books:

I don't read too terribly much, but I do enjoy reading fantasy novels, such as the ones written by Terry Brooks.

Heroes:

There are quite a few people in this life that I look up to.
Alexandra Anderson
Allie, we barely talk, however there seems to be this unspoken understanding between us that has prompted me to recognize you. Without doing anything but talking to me, you've managed to make my day brighter, every time. That's something I can say about only you, without even trying to cheer me up, you manage to do so. Major kudos for what seems to be an effortless effort on your part. You're truly one of my greatest friends.
Amanda Joy Jacobi
You are the only friend I've maintained from the fourth grade. We seriously know everything about each other, and I value that intensely. I hope to god we keep contact for the years to come, because your're truly an amazing person. I envy you, and if someone else doesn't feel the same way after meeting you, I pity them. They would have to be blind. Love you!
Ashley Runge
This girl right here is amazing. She's my hardcore gangster dinosaur that eats leaves. She always manages to make me laugh, whether it be calling herself a fattie (psst...she's not) to 'rawr'ing and eating leaves, this girl always brings a smile to my face. She's everything you're not, and she's everything you wish you were. She's also one of my best friends.
Matthew Lush
You don't even know I exist, however you've inspired me more than you'll ever know. I can honestly say you're one of the people, without even talking to, who has made me realize exactly who I am. I can say that about very few. Maybe one day, I'll be graced with meeting you; until then, I will always appreciate what you've unknowingly done for me.
Tara Hailey Paris
This is my crazy Australian friend. She's uber raddXcore like a fucking dinosaur. I'm totally going to steal her accent. Actually we're going to switch, because that would be totally awesome =] Tarawr, as I call her, is fucking amazing. Even if she doesn't see a kangaroo in her back yard XD
Whoever you are reading this, you can never replace these people. They mean the world to me, so don't even try. Fuck with them, you fuck with me.

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Most Recent IQ Test (Today)

This is what I got.
Posted by xXxToxic WhoreXxX [One Hundred Percent] on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 08:35:00 PST

Instant Messengers?

MSN: [email protected]: videogm_freakAol: JoshyfruitJust tell me who you are and which one you added me to if you want to talk.<3 Josh
Posted by xXxToxic WhoreXxX [One Hundred Percent] on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 08:37:00 PST

50 Things [Stole This From Kyle]

FIFTY things you might not know about me.1. what is your middle name?Allen2. what size is your bed?Single3. what are you listening to right now?From First To Last - World War Me4. what are the last 2 ...
Posted by xXxToxic WhoreXxX [One Hundred Percent] on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 08:16:00 PST

OMGore...

So yeah, this sucksI have school tomorrow and I don't want to go backI was having fun on vacation :(Mehh well, I'll live<3 Josh
Posted by xXxToxic WhoreXxX [One Hundred Percent] on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 06:55:00 PST

Fuck This Bullshit

Seriously...you don't know how bad this hurts...You just have no idea...I'm sorry for everything...I want to know what I did wrong...what did I do to make you mad?I want things to be happy again...I t...
Posted by xXxToxic WhoreXxX [One Hundred Percent] on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 08:13:00 PST