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Of all the people Ive loved and lost, you're by far the hardest to get over. Youre my baby sister, my friend, my dork face, my angel, my everything. God took you too fast but in some ways Im thankful because youre so far from all the sickness your body had to endure, youre no longer suffering and pain cant touch you in Heaven baby girl. Theres so many times a day that I think of you, miss your voice, your smile, you laughter, I just miss you but I know that somewhere in all this pain and emptiness Im feeling, God has a plan and a purpose so who am I to question that. Maybe Im not meant to understand the reasons why cancer was put upon you or why things went the way they did when it all couldve worked out so differently, all I know for certain is that youre up there in paradise right now looking over me, saving a place for us to be together again, and patiently waiting for me to join you there. I thank God that He gave me the time I had with you in the end. To be there by your side holding your hand saying goodbye and telling you how much I love you was a true blessing. I was there with mom the day you were born and took your 1st breath and I was there for your last. Its a relief you were so at peace. Youre strength was amazing sissy but we all know that if you wouldve held on, you only wouldve suffered more and thats why we told you it was ok to go home. I saw the light in your eyes as you were passing so now I know that theres really something after all this. I cant wait to see you again. I love you more than I can ever say. Thank you for being my sister and thank you for being my angel.
Rest In Love Ondria Lorene Chavez
May 5th, 1990 - September 14th, 2007
Forever in my heart sis
♥My new angel♥
Ondria Hope Chavez-Aguinaldo
My precious baby girl is due in June but thanks to Dr. Park, she will be here May 24th, 2008
I cant wait for the day I finally hold her in my arms, look into her eyes, & fall even more in love with her than I am right now
I thank God for blessing me with such a beautiful gift
Well well, where do I begin? For those of you who dont know, its just me -Jynnifer but never call me that, Jynn, Freakin Jynn, JynnDogg, JBeezie, JBella, Jenn Jenn, Spic face wop (thanks charles),pretty much all those and a few I cant remember but you can just call me awesome. Im more than just some girl on Myspace. Im a mother to 4 amazing little blessings & 1 on the way who are everything I live for. Without them I'd be nothing. Im a daughter to an amazing mother whos had her downfalls but shes done so much to change and Ill always love and respect her for that. Im a sister to 5 amazing young women who are also my best friends. Im a strong person and Ive been thru things that at times seemed liked they would break me but I go on because thats part of life. I have a heart thats big beyond measure and Ill do anything to help a true friend because I believe you get what you give. Im a hopeless romantic despite all the heartache, bullshit, and pain Ive suffered thru in past relationships. I can come off as an jerk sometimes but thats just kinda how I am. If you invest the time in knowing me, you'll be glad you did. I may be only 1 person but I was given this life for a reason so I plan to live it to the fullest, take each day for what its worth, take nothing for granted, and leave this world having made an impact and changed some lives. Ive got big dreams of where Im gonna go in life and Im pretty good at making dreams come true so I hope to see all my people at the top right beside me. Im currently working at a job I love and another job that kinda blows but I gotta step up and handle my bidness lol. Im also studying for my bachelors degree in graphic design and photography. I made a promise to my sister the day before she passed away that I would 1 day open my own photography studio in NYC and she promised she would visit me there so I gotta hold up my end of that cuz I know she'll be there in spirit. So right now, thats my main goal in this crazy game called life. I spend alot of my free time volunteering for the American Cancer Society and being a part of the fight against all types of cancer. I never thought Id lose my baby sister to brain cancer but God works in mysterious ways so I just take it as it comes while I do my best to raise awareness and help find a cure. Im totally stoked about the Ronald McDonald House coming to Bakersfield and I cant wait to get involved there too. Theres just no words to describe the caring, compassion, strength, and love found in the walls and hearts at the Ronald McDonald House. That organization was such a tremendous blessing to our family during my sisters illness. Theyre truly amazing and a gift from God. Other than that, Im a down to earth, chill, caring person. I love to laugh and have a good time. Honesty means the world to me because if I cant trust you, you have no place in my life. I believe life is what you make it and we all go thru good and bad times but its up to us to learn from them and grow. Im kinda liking the whole single life right now. I guess Im just the type that needs my space and Myspace lol. Ive been single off n on for about 3 years now and theres times it sucks but at the end of the day, I know my life is just the way its meant to be so I just smile =). Im the type that always tries to find the light even in the darkest situation so what it comes down to is that Im single for a reason, and the man who ends up with me is going to be very lucky because Ive got so much to give. Ive been thru alot of struggles in my life but Im finally at a point in my life where Ive learned to let the past be just that bcuz everything happens for a reason and its all part of God's plan so who am I to question that...I'll just learn from it and do my best to grow from the situation because what doesnt kill me can only make me stronger.
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B-TOWN to STATEN ISLAND
Where do I even start Angel? You came into my life at such a crazy time when everything was a mess but when you were by my side, I felt like nothing could bring me down. There wasnt anything about you that I didnt love. From the cologne you wore to the way you walked, eveything about you made me fall harder. We had our good times and bad but I hold tight to the smiles and the memories we made that will remain forever etched in my heart. So many nights Ive cried for you, wishing God would give you back but I know that cant happen. I still love you today as much as I always have. It hurt me in a way I cant explain to lose you but I know youre much happier now. So Ill stay here till its my time and Ill wait for the day when I see your face and feel your arms around me again. I love you forever boo.
Rest In Paradise Angel "Nene" Esparza
November 16th, 1987 - February 3rd, 2006
Never forgotten...
Gmo my east side nigga, You were so much like the brother I never had. I could talk to you about anything and you never judged, you always listened. You gave the best advice even about stupid stuff like how bad McDonalds was for me hahaha...I still cant eat there without feeling like youre watching over me sayin "Son of a..." We had some amazing times together from hooker egging night on Union to your drunk ass coming over at like 3am to show me your Louis Vuitton backpack you were so excited about. I still think its a purse lol. I trip out on how I was always there and ready to go any time you called but for some reason, the night you were taken, I just didnt wanna be out. Deep down I know its because God didnt want me yet and He knew that if I wouldve been out with you like you called and wanted me to be, I wouldve been in that car with you. Part of my feels so guilty like maybe I couldve changed things but no one can change Gods will. I know youre at peace now up there with Jim like you always wanted so Imma chill down here until I see you again k brother.
In Loving Memory Of
Guillermo "Gmo" Ochaeta
October 18th, 1985 - May 5th, 2007
Gone But Not Forgotten
The Legend Lives On...