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About Me


I Am The Girl Of Your Dreams.
Music is my life, Singing isn't just a hobby, it is my world.
> I'm different, && i am damn proud of that fact. My hair is better then most, i dye it an awful lot as i get bored easily. My friends mean the world to me, i know they are genuine cos they stuck around when times were rough! I have the best memories ever! <3
> I fall in love on a regular basis, i have a huge heart and just want to be loved! I have never had a boyfriend, but that's ok, cos i am waiting for my soulmate =)
<> I'm not going to let guys take advantage of my good heart and sweet nature anymore. They can see me coming a mile off and take me for a fool and cos i am so nice and can't say a bad word to anyone, i stand there and take it, and i am always the one left picking up the remainders of my broken heart. No more.
> I'm an old fashioned romantic at heart, so if you want to be with me, then do it the old fashioned away.... when it was all about the chase, the courting, the romance... bliss <3
Something you should know about me..
I suffer from anxiety, depression & severe agrophobia, and have done for the past 3 years. It rules what i have left of a life, have you ever been so scared when someone comes to the door, or calls the house phone that you hide behind a chair physically shaking?Or have you ever tried walking down your road only to stop 5 minutes later cos you are having a panick attack cos it is all too much? ..Thought not. Most people don't understand, me being a singer and all, but you know that one place where you were bought up, where it's the only place you ever feel truly safe?
Well for me that is the stage.
"You May Have Read The Story- But I Wrote The Book".

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

A guy who will do everything in his power to win my heart, to take me out on dates & totally sweep me off my feet, to be a gentleman. I know this guy is out there, & i will not settle or sacrifce myself for anything less until i find him. Even if it takes forever.

Musicians!
Somebody who is unique, && who isn't afraid to stand out.

Tell Me You Love Me
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My Blog

What's been going on lately!

Well, i thought it was about time i updated my blogs!Ok, so... some of you may have known about the 'Carnival's got talent' competition myself & Nathan took part in.. yes we made it to the final... an...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 07:15:00 GMT

Mine & Nathan's audition!


Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 07:58:00 GMT

Bf application haha

BASICS:Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 05:54:00 GMT

My Heart...

I am tired of feeling this wayTired of awakening to endless shades of grey.When did i become so lost?Where did my life go?I'm in this deep black hole with no escapeI'm too afraid to risk it all, and t...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 14:21:00 GMT

The new me 2009...[Updated weekly]

14/1/09-21/1/09Well it has been a week now since i started my fitness regime and healthy eating plan.I have to confess, i honestly thought i wouldn't be able to keep up the exercise, i am a very big g...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 15:04:00 GMT

By the end of 2009...

You will see a lot less of me.....I hope.I want to be slimmer than i am now, i'm not setting myself a goal of how much weight i want to lose, instead i am setting a target of how many dress sizes i wa...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Jan 2009 15:16:00 GMT

A few home truths

Firstly, i never do this, so if you message back having a go at me for being harsh and mean or arrogant... just delete me now cos i dont give a shit anymore!Firstly.... i am sick to freaking DEATH of ...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Oct 2008 00:11:00 GMT

Being shallow..

Isn't that bad lol..   Urgh some guys must go for ugly ppl cos they know they are doing the world a favour lol   Ok so i know i'm not an oil painting && i am not remotely beautiful a...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 07:35:00 GMT

Me and you... the survey - FILL IT IN! :)

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF???1. I was right next to you:2. I kissed you:3. I lived next door to you:4. I started smoking:5. I said i wanted to fuck you:6. I was hospitalized:7. I was drunk:8. I licked you:9...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 13:22:00 GMT

SOLIHULL CARNIVAL- STAR FOR A DAY 2007!

WHAT A DAY! Well it all started at 11am when i was picked up in a black limo, it was amazing! I had to share it with another contestant Sol, he was such a lovely guy, we had fun! Also in my limo was m...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 00:00:00 GMT