A poem by me...
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.
I try with all my will,
I try with all my might,
To fight off this nightmare that I had tonight.
Eiji...KoUtEtSuTeNsHiN
A lil about me...
Let me tell you something, I'm not great looking. Alright, that probably got half of you to stop reading. Now, the ones of you who are reading, let me pose a question to you. Why are you continuing to read? Why even bother? I said I'm ugly, so why are you reading? Well, there could be many reasons, but let me tell you two of the ones that are probably the most common. One, is that you, yourself are ugly too, but not as ugly as me, i'll give you that. or Two, because you believe that a persons character isn't determined by how they look. If you are two, then I am very apreciative. Not a lot of those around, they are VERY rare, I've never met one to date. Let me tell you something else. I'm Japanese, 100%, born and raised in Shuri, Okinawa, I speak English, Japanese, Okinawan, and Kanbun, which was taught to me by my grandmother, all fluently. Kanbun is the dialect that only the emperor speaks to his counsulate, in other words, if you aren't concedered royal, you probably don't even know that dialect exists. Wait, why should you care? This isn't a history about my life, this is just a summary about how I am. Alright, I'm yellow, a Jap, well, those are the most common things that people call me. All because I'm a forign exchange student, long term, I get my diploma here. Well, screw you people, if I'm going to be judged just because of the way I look, then I really don't need you in my life. Sure I've fallen in love with gaijin, but they just threw it back at me as if it was some sort of joke. Katchan, a friend of mine at Shuri koukou told me that "the hardest thing in life is to see the one you love, love someone else". And I believe it too. A wise one, Katchan is. However, after what happened, I don't know if I'll ever love a hakujin ever again. I've seen it happen. They're little backstabbers, they cheat on each other. They're jumpers, just jumping from one man to another, draining their wallet efficiently as they do. You know why the women HERE don't like me? Well, one is because I'm ugly, but the other is because I won't spend a penny on them. They are experts at draining money. They can manipulate people, and take their things right behind their back. Ever watch Scooby-Doo and the Monster of Mexico? I know Scooby-Doo is really stupid, but the ending proves my point. Charlene was supposedly "in love" with a man who was quite wealthy. So they play lovers-and-friends, but it wasn't until she was caught, that she told the truth. "Love you? HAH!! I never loved you! I only pretended to love you so when I married you, I would recieve all of your inheritance." see what I mean? now, i'm not saying ALL women are like that, I'm just saying most of them are. Some are just all in it for the money. I don't buy that crap though. You can get your own crap, you're not getting a dime out of me. I'll treat you out, that's all. I'm not gonna buy you your favorite necklace or you high-heel shoes. Shoot, ever heard of earning? Why don't you just get off of your femine rear-end and work around the house and get some money yourself instead of relying on others to get them for you? Once again, not all women are like that, but the ones i've met are. For now, I think I'm safe to say that I'm sticking with nihonjin.
Eiji, KoUtEtSuTeNsHiN
