I can’t spell it out for you. |
I forgot the words to my favorite song but my mouth kept singing them. It was a moment of weakness the night I chose him over you, but it was a moment of clarity when you chose her over me. ...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 09:11:00 PST |
Katie Bildstein, signing off. |
I'm tired of reality. I hate knowing that growing up should be defined as becoming smart enough to realize that people are ugly and disappointing. I truly believe that human beings are bea...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Thu, 22 May 2008 08:16:00 PST |
This year so far.. |
Even with it's ups and downs, I have had some of the most fun I have ever had. Some with the most random people, and always with my best friends. This year has been pretty epic thus far.Ca...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Thu, 01 May 2008 03:01:00 PST |
Dreams |
I'm only kneeling where I should be standing. The rest of the time, I run. At least my failures aren't from lack of trying. I guess it's too late for prayers. Too late for love...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 03:22:00 PST |
Secrets. |
Cigarettes fall through shaky fingers and set your eyes on fire. We search each others bodies in the dark and find comfort deep inside of them. Black pins cover the floor as we close our eyes and on...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:34:00 PST |
March 13th, 2008. A day for the books. |
I don't know where to start. That is usually my problem. I've been procrastinating a 10-page research paper for 8 days now. Its due in 2. It's about self mutilation. Touc...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 11:24:00 PST |
Drugs/Habits/Love |
Its been 15 days and I'm already tiredOf pretending my habits are well formedAnd I only do drugs to make up for legal onesThat I need but I can't affordI reached out to you as far as I couldBut your h...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 10:28:00 PST |
Loveless. |
My eyes show only dust and death. I stood staring confused in a chemical breeze inhaling for what it was worth. The rain is not over. It was a sad vacation that led to the night you ...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 10:21:00 PST |
Cleveland Legends. |
I looked over my shoulder to find nothing but ghosts. Black and white scabs while alcoholics toast. Ineffective drugs, I don't feel any better. My headache subsided but will return ...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 10:33:00 PST |
Life Lessons Chapter 7 |
I learned something important today. An examination process of some sort.. something that made my brain float in thought. Here it is.Friends. What is it to be a friend? My psyc...
Posted by KATIE MERKUR on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 12:19:00 PST |
