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emily christine

About Me

And in the absense of a lover I find myself fishing in a harbor with my voice as bate.
In a dingy with a hole and a busted engine so it looks like I'm sinking to the bottom of the sea.
Yeah, I hear theres plenty of fish in the ocean but let me tell you it means nothing when you dont know how to swim.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


what the fuck have you done lately?

My Blog

quantimetaphysical theory of everything

i am usually the type to seek control of any knowledgeand in my search for knowledge i was met by people who filled me with so many intense feelings at levels i had never perceived them before which e...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jun 2009 14:28:00 GMT

Cuz i'm waiting for the funeral.

why do we as human beings feel the need to explain why we are here all the time? i mean you are here, are you not?  enjoy it while you can because it can be taken from you at anytime. personally i bel...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 16:24:00 GMT

The Waiting is the Hardest Part

In exactly ten days it will be the seven year anniversary of Chris's death and for once in six fucking years, i'm not derpessed.he would be so happy to see me happy.to know that i no longer let everyo...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Jan 2009 02:28:00 GMT

my manifestations of today’s chaos.

the ultimate theory of man results in one basic concept...chaos.it created us and we constantly surround ourselves with it. the veryday things our minds preceive that we never think twice about is cha...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 04:58:00 GMT

true stories of a martyr: part 11

with the brisk, ice cold air against my face once again, i am reverting back to how i get every winter. or am i? layers upon layers just to concerve warmth and only a smil eon my face when surrounded ...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 23:27:00 GMT

this is what it is.

i just keep thinking about colorado abnd how amazing life keeps getting, which is odd since winter is appraoching. its like i know that the sooner winter is over, the sooner i am in someplace that wil...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 05:15:00 GMT

speechless, over the edge, i’m just breathless.

i just had the most fun i literally have ever had in my entire life. i have never laughed so much or so hard, and strangely enough i was completely sober. i do not think i have even had that much fun ...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 16:18:00 GMT

Have you written anything lately?

i feel like i havent done this is ages, but the truth is i write everyday. a lot of shit has gone down ove rthe past months, but with where i am at now, i wouldnt change anything for the world. i have...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 00:17:00 GMT

true stories of a martyr: part 10

i am learning that the people you always appreciated most are the ones you always put before others, the ones you always make time for even when you dont have any. i am learning that people come and g...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 08:24:00 GMT

true stories of a martyr: part 9

i've never be one who was good with words, unless you count meaningless essays where having a large vocabulary comes in handy for filler content because you're not at all interested in what it is your...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 20:29:00 GMT