i dont know |
i dont know why im so angry today... i think its finally come to me that i never talk to my best friend. i said last night that it was fine when she texted that i deserved a better best friend becuz w...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 04:31:00 GMT |
it had to come eventually |
so for the past few weeks ive distracted myself... we've talked a bit here and there... nothing too serious, just something to keep us ok. to let her know shes still in my heart and for her to let me ...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 08:48:00 GMT |
one year ago today |
one year ago today you were sitting in ur psych class. one year ago today you were given 4 roses. in a cup that looked like a panda. one year ago today i loved you so much that i made every effort for...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 15:39:00 GMT |
stress |
i dont think ive ever had to deal with consistently feeling like im going to be sick like this b4. i know i cant talk to her. i know i have to wait. and i know everyone is right when they tell me she ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 04:26:00 GMT |
me venting. |
yeah. so i'd just like to say all these things as part of me being pissed, hurt and prolly just overall in a stupid state of mind.1. whoopdy fuckin doo. u can put THEIR name on ur facebook when ur in ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 03:45:00 GMT |
nothing has gotten better. |
you know what. im so flippin tired of all of this. I'm pissed that you're never there to talk to. i'm pissed that you never answer texts nemore. im pissed that you tell me ur busy when u arent. and th...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 22:04:00 GMT |
u used to flippin care |
yeah so this is me being emo and prolly a bit irrational but this is my blog and i will write what i want. i hate ana being gone. i flippin hate it. its soo hard to go from one extreme of seeing and t...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 21:23:00 GMT |
it ends tonight. |
Yeah, so i'm not a fan of summer. work and school have been keeping me busy. but u know what, i'm tired of myself.... weird i know. but really. i really wish i could process without friends becuz then...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 22:14:00 GMT |
sorry to all those who are hurt by this |
FUCK YOU. i'm so fucking pissed about all this shit. you know, honestly i dont even know if it's everyone else i'm mad at, or just myself. look. i wanted ana to stay. its not a big surprise. but FUCK ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 09:16:00 GMT |
boo summer |
Ok. I know I'm supposed to love summer. It's nice to sleep as much as I want. But honestly, I'm not a fan of summer. I hate the whole being alone part of summer. What really blows is that left o...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 17:57:00 GMT |
