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jessica.

i'd give up all my pride, just to see you tonight.

About Me

I'm the love of your life if you'd only say hi.
I'm the regret you'll have the moment I walk away (and every second after).
I'm your thoughts of what could have been, but never was.
I'm late nights on the phone when you confess everything about a girl I never knew.
I'm a song you once never liked, but now every line repeats in your head.
I'm mismatched socks and uncombed hair.
I'm flip flops and jeans and pearl earrings.
I'm acting like I never cared.
I'm broken bottles in the middle of the road.
I'm selfish, and I'm kind.
I'm a smile you wish you saw everyday.
I'm hope you never had.
I'm faith you wish you knew.
I'm blood on your knuckles and bruises around your eyes.
I'm hands on a clock you promised yourself not to watch.
I'm short hair in the summer and wet paint on a wall.
I'm bad words you shouldn't say.
I'm dirt in your eyes and smoke in your lungs.
I'm sights you're prepared to see.
I'm the last good song about a girl.
I'm bare feet dragging through the shoreline's sand once a year.
I'm flowers in a field and memories forgotten.
I'm eyeliner and lip gloss.
I'm a cold shower in the morning because you stayed up too late the night before.
I'm clever lines you never said.
I'm good advice you never took.
I'm an afternoon nap.
I'm running in the rain.
I'm morals and values you could never uphold.
I'm something you had, but didn't want.
I'm infomercials at 3 AM and stupid game shows.
I'm a little break.
I'm places you'll never go.
I'm people you'll never meet.
I'm eye contact you'll never make.
I'm your smoky breath on a cool night.
I'm the impossible accomplished.
I'm the change in your pocket.
I'm the hair in your eyes.
I'm the beauty in everything you see everyday.
I'm a found ten dollar bill in last winter's jacket.
I'm joy you try to hold.
I'm honesty and integrity.
I'm the best lie you've ever heard.
I'm the girl you could sit around with all day and be completely content.
I'm a good day, every day.

My Interests

music.singing.dancing. taking pictures = photography. shopping for shoes. playing paino. jumping on my bed. turning up music so loud in my car i can't even hear myself think. driving. playing in the rain. watching thunderstorms. being with my nephew, zyian. being with kids in general. my friends. my family. concerts. sunflower seeds and baseball games. playing volleyball and basketball. drumline.color guard. cheerleading. massage therapy. hair & make-up. downtowns. the ocean. the weather.

I'd like to meet:

God. Selena. Ray Charles & Michael Jackson.

Music:

Are you seriously ready for this? Senses Fail.. The Used.. From First To Last.. 30 Seconds To Mars.. Quietdrive.. My Chemical Romance.. Breaking Benjamin.. Story Of The Year.. Armor For Sleep.. Butch Walker.. The Starting Line.. Ronnie Day.. Corey Crowder.. Teddy Geiger.. Taking Back Sunday.. Reliant K.. Ashlee Simpson.. Mae.. Imogen Heap.. Something Corporate.. Yellowcard.. Green Day.. Sublime.. As I Lay Dying.. Death Cabe For Cutie.. Jet.. Journey.. Waking Ashland.. Just Surrender.. The Spill Canvas.. Novice.. U2.. Martina McBride.. Jo Dee Messina.. Kenny Chesney.. Garth Brooks.. Panic! At The Disco.. The All-American Rejects.. Our Lady Peace.. The Cure.. Third Eye Blind.. Dashboard Confessional.. Michael Jackson.. Jackson 5.. Diana Ross.. Last Winter.. Playing With Matches.. Huxley.. Drew Newton.. Jake Hamilton.. Acceptance.. Hawthorne Heights.. Deftones.. Over It.. The Academy Is.. Lucky Boy Confusion.. Hellogoodbye.. Cartel.. Amber Pacific.. Meg & Dia.. Flyleaf.. Snow Patrol.. Paramore.. Rent Soundtrack.. Dishwalla..
to be continued..

Movies:

BOONDOCK SAINTS.. The Notebook.. 13 Going On 30.. Constantine.. LOVE & BASKETBALL.. Spiderman.. Superman.. THE GOONIES.. Man On Fire.. Without A Paddle.. The Fox And The Hound.. HARRY POTTER..

Television:

FRIENDS..SMALLVILLE..Boy Meets World..Lizze McGuire..7th Heaven..Laguna Beach.. Phil Of The Future..

Books:

False Memory.. Da Vinci Code.. Angels & Demons..

Heroes:

A Few People Come To Mind.