the super dope def kid

i am looking for friends. i love people. i love living life everyday and making th most of each moment that i have. as long as there is a rythm beating in my chest i will make the most of life. i want friends whose priorities are thier passions. i'm looking for fulfillment. late nigts of fun that involve no kinds of drugs or alcohol....just absolute fun and madness with people who make me laugh until i'm crying and even when i think about it days later i laugh some more. i want friends who REALLY know what its like to read a good book. LOL there are people out there who don't. i want a life of substance. not substance abuse. i want to paint and write a giving meaning to things that would otherwise be meaningless. life is so fleeting, i want to leave behind me a trail of love laughter happiness and insight into what we THINK are our everyday problems. I WANT TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!there are some things you should know about me.......i still cry sometimes at the movies. i still ask for the crown at Burger King. I am GOD FEARING. I Like Coldplay. I am very sporatic.I want to be a christian but its hard feeling like i can be one sometimes when i have certain preferences and i was taught that if you are luke warm the Lord will spit you out. I like a glass of wine every now and then(ok, all the time). I am a theatre geek(musical theatre to be exact). i feel like life is as fleeting as a thought when your not thinking about thinking so you should live life with passion. I love my family very dearly and we are getting closer though as they accept my sexuality. I am sexually confused. I am so passionate about love and life that sometimes people mistake my passion for desperation. I am a writer. i love to perform my writings as spoken word and i really want people to hear it because they are all of my real true emotions that are expressed through my writing. i want to be successful in life and i have decided not to give up until i am. My name is Perry. ____________________________________________________________ _As we lay with the stars from the sky filling our eyes, only our minds know what lies behind the faces that we wear, the thoughts that we bare, and the truths at which our souls tear. Grasping for some strand of reality, to differentiate the real from our own fantasies. A confusing state of mind as constant as the pull of gravity. The stars in the sky, the darkness of the night, the outline of the mountains, the bright city lights. Where does one world end and the other begin? We hide safe in our own because the other is too grim. For I have seen the man in the moon, and looked in his eyes, and they've told me of his sadness from hearing the earth's cries. And I yelled "Man in the moon can you hear me?! What are we to do?", but with a could yellow paleness, he just looked me right through. And Showing his cool dim light in another place, took the stars in my eyes, and the night sky away.