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We are what we are 'til the day we die or 'til we don't have the strength to go on

About Me

what can i say? the person i was just a little over a year ago wouldn't even recognize me today. I'm a soldier in the united states Army and with the job comes a lot of responsibility, but at the same time; I'm just a 20 year old kid looking for my place in the world. I'm human, i've probably made more mistakes and bad choices in my life so far than most do in a lifetime but i'm fixing that. I can't help the fact that i am selfless to a fault, there is nothing too big or small i could do to help out a friend. I'm up for anything, i love doing random, off the wall things for a good laugh. My family is what keeps me going, they are my top priority and they support what i do without hesitation. they've been through a lot and are still going strong, without them i'd be nothing. I believe in rolling with the punches, i don't stress about the future or my goals because it will turn out the way it is supposed to in the end. Even with all of the bad things in my life, i wouldnt change a thing. because with out this order of events, i wouldnt be ME. I'd probably be a lot worse off. I just wish people would learn to appreciate all of the small things they take for granted, we have so much and yet, nothing is good enough. oh well though, people will learn someway or another that life is not near as bad as it sometimes seems.

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I'd like to meet:

Johnny Depp, Sly Stallone, Harrison Ford(father of all bad asses), Sean Connery(the grandfather of all bad asses)

My Blog

another weird repeating phrase dream... wtf?

so once again i was sleeping and heard the same phrase over and over again. i couldnt get it out of my head when i woke up.. i hate these dreams."sometimes men must venture into the depths of an unima...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Nov 2009 07:36:00 GMT

a little bit of insight for those that expect the world

HOW did it come to be that you perceive me as invincible? WHY is it that you think I have all of your answers?WHAT is it that you see in me that makes you always come to me and throw another stone ato...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Nov 2009 17:49:00 GMT

My Awakening

When i was a civilian living in the United States i was just like most of you. I was easily depressed and frustrated with every day life. i thought i had it sooo bad, nothing could be as good as it "s...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 09:38:00 GMT

true as hell.. why i love my job

CIVIL IAN FRIEN DS: Cry with you.MILITARY FRIENDS: Laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.MILITARY FRIENDS: St...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 00:44:00 GMT

do ya evr get those feelings?

you know like, i guess you'd call it regret??? maybe, i dont knowi feel like i missed a huge chunk that should have been in my life, but it hasn't always been this way does it mean i had something... ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 05:24:00 GMT

why can’t things ever be easy?

Do you ever wonder what your life would be like if you could go back and change everything that you realize now was wrong? I look at myself now, a 19 year old soldier about to go to war, and i try to ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 22:47:00 GMT

It’s definitely not goodbye kids...

So I'm off to Ft. Benning, Georgia. yeah guys, it's for good now, Benning will be my new home for the next three years. but you all need to understand that even though i am half of the country away an...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 06:27:00 GMT

Motivation

So now that I'm home for a while, friends and family keep asking me why I'd want to fight this ongoing war on terror. Hopefully this clears things up.Motivation is what drives a soldier forward throug...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 19:10:00 GMT

Tarot Card Reading, i’m not listening

So the other night i had myself analyzed through a tarot card reading. I mean no disrespect to the cards in the following statements, i just don't wanna go down that certain path. my reading said that...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 23:27:00 GMT

The pressure is on, and the road is stretching out before me

Hmmm..... This is a new feeling. I have everything in the world waiting for me.   and all i have to do is reach out and take it.   My whole life i've looked forward to this...   but, Go...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 08:33:00 GMT