Can't close my eyes cause all I see is terror
I hate the man in
the mirror
Cause his reflection makes the pain turn realer
Times of
Armageddeon, murder in mass amounts
In this society where only gettin the
cash counts
I started out as a beginner
Entered the criminal lifestyle
became a sinner
I make my money and vacate, evade prison
Went from the
chosen one to outcast, unforgiven
And all the Hennessy and weed can't hide,
the pain I feel inside
You know, it's like I'm livin just to die
I fall on
my knees and beg for mercy, not knowin if I'm worthy
Livin life thinkin no
man can hurt me
So I'm askin -- before I lay me down to sleep
Before you
judge me, look at all the shit you did to me, my misery
I rose up from the
slums, made it out the flames
In my search for fame...will I change? and Im askin, Who Do You Believe In ~?~