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A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence

Love has given me reasons to live, and love has given me reasons to die. ~I Am Ghost~

About Me

I've recently began to believe in love again. I'm dope. I'm raw. I flirt constantly. But I'm really a one woman man! I either HATE myself or LOVE myself. There is no in between. I love to drive, roll in my '87 350 Regal. My music taste is so vast you'll probably hate it if you knew it all. I NEED Aqua Teen Hunger Force and Its Always Sunny in Philidelphia. I'm a big fan of kisses. I want to kiss in the rain daily. If I had better skin, I'd SO be a Guess model. I almost like having very little of a past. FlawsXofXSanity or SemiXTragicXHero. AIM me.

My Interests

Music, guitar, the 80s, poetry, being epic.

I'd like to meet:


The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir
So what if you're a little nihilistic at times?
Life with meaning is highly over-rated.

Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Music:

Dir en Grey, I Am Ghost, Merii, Bullet for my Valentine, Andrew Landon, Elliott Smith, Bullets and Octane, Dragonforce, the gazettE, GnR, Unearth, Judas Priest, Keikio Matsui, Lamb of God, Robert Rodriguez, Rammstein, Vai, Yoko Kanno, System of a Down, Every Time I Die, Bruce Springsteen (the depressing stuff like Nebraska), Bob Dylan, anything that gets me pumped... START YOUTHINK.COM QUIZ RESULTS --
What Metal Guitarist Are You?
Herman Li
You can shread so fast, it's outrageous, makes a man jealous. Not a single person can look at your fingers moving without being amazed

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Movies:

Shaun of the Dead. Hot Fuzz. The Departed. Fast Times at Ridgemont High. Animal House. Eastern Promises. Miami Vice. Spaceballs. Escape from NY. Black Book. Desperado. Once Upon a Time in Mexico. Kiss Kiss Bang Bang. Superbad. Sin City. Phantom of the Opera. Love Actually. Romeo and Juliet. Once. Music and Lyrics. Waynes World. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Im Not There.

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Its Always Sunny in Philidelphia.

Books:

Poetry. The Picture of Dorian Grey. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. The Dirt.

Heroes:

Matt Tuck, Elliot Smith, Andrew Landon, Steve Vai, Herman Li, Kyo from Diru, Yoshiki Hayashi, Hideto Matsumoto, Kaoru from Diru, Dan Lapp, Slash, Daniel Craig lol

My Blog

~Choking on This Heart of Mine~

Never gonna be the next in line,so Ill sit here choking on this heart of mine,and in the light the tears will shine,choking now on this dying heart of mine.Eh maybe thats fine,"Im meant to be alone",I...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 10:16:00 PST

~Mother Murder~

Youre the mother of my murder,the product of my despairand as the blood is streaming,youll hear my subtle cheer. As my heart's decendingits time for my bitter game to be ending,from the bullet and bra...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 01:47:00 PST

Vendetta

Vendettawaged with a trembling finger,spitting blood,choking on its last breaththe spirit cries out for vengance,a vendetta against hellagainst heavenagainst the gods that scared its shell.that gave t...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 08:33:00 PST

~Untitled ....~

Waves from a seaof sunset ambercast upon the wallin a dancing freeze. Choose me, choose me,the amber's melting glee,choose me, choose me,I can't take much more you see. That burning amber lightso many...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 06:22:00 PST

~Desecrate~

~Desecrate~ The wind that blows the wilted tree,carries away the ghost of hope from me.Now when I close my arms,I embrace only myself,and crush my heart, that charm.I love what I now hate,and the pain...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:18:00 PST

~Married to Sorrow~

~Married to Sorrow~ Married to sorrow,I want to be happy,but it wont happen today,but maybe tomorrow.Maybe youll bring the sun out someday,but I cant be with you anyway,Im married to sorrow,and I will...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Wed, 16 May 2007 05:23:00 PST

~Never~

~Never~   I miss you,well, I never knew you, but...why?  is there thrill in torment?I want to give you this beautiful flower,which will never bloom,its pedals will never make a bed for you,a...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 12:55:00 PST

Back at it

Foreword- I wrote this poem on the page right next to a note Angela wrote, and for whatever reason I came up with this becuase I was thinking about someone else and the past and everything, and heres ...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 11:32:00 PST

The Future

Well, Ive been writing poems since July 12th of last year.  I am kinda loosing my interest, and the events of the past few weeks sorta put me at a standstill emotionally.  I dont know what I...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:58:00 PST

~Chasing~

~Chasing~   Chasing a dream,that never existed.Things were never what they seem,maybe I shot off and missedmbut this shit never did exist...Trying to trap an illusion,tightening the grip,as more ...
Posted by A.R. Clabeaux, straight up excellence on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 04:52:00 PST