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About Me

I see my world in patches of colour and all shades of grey.
I like to think that there is good in everyone, that I personally can make a difference, that what I am doing has an eventual purpose, that I will always be there for my friends, that they will always be there for me, that someday I will find out who I am, I will find the one I am supposed to be with, that no matter what happens I will never be alone, that I will always have some friends with me, that I will always know passion, that I won’t change myself to be someone I’m not.
I like to think that there are other life forms other than just us in the universe, that God is real, that my faith has a purpose, that I will accept people for who they are even if I don’t like it, that I will never miss a moment, that I will be able to take chances, that I can be an individual, that I can be part of a group, that music and drama will always be a part of my life, that someday there could be peace of sorts in the world, that people will recognise the harm they are doing to the world, that I will always be true to myself.
Most of all I like to think that I will do all I can for my friends and family, that I am not shallow enough to worry too deeply about what others think of me, that one day I may listen to my own advice, and that one day I will live out my dreams.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Storm in Her Eyes
There's a storm in her eyes
And no one seems to know
She cries and she weeps
Oh how it hurts her so.
A storm that continues to rage
The rain becomes her tears
She's alone and no body's aware
She's fighting her own fears.
Lightening is often mistaken
For a twinkle in her eye
A show of stars and smiles
A life belie.
If she lets you get close
The blue eyes turn grey
She'll fall and break apart
And she'll beg you to stay.
But the storm is fierce
She's being swept aside
She does not belong in this world
And her heart has almost died.
One day her eyes might clear
Her fighting and fears will cease
The storm might slowly melt away
Someday she may know peace.

My Blog

Lost Love

Will put the knife once again to his skin, attempting to break through, but never really being able to; deep down he knew he couldn't do it but he wanted so badly for it to happen.  He really did...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:30:00 GMT

new boredom, new quiz

which ellen and i wrote, cuz we are friggin awesome!!!!! do it ya bums!!!love you!!! Your nicknames:  When do you feel most sexy and or beautiful?  Have you ever been to Paraguay? ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 07:38:00 GMT

It’s Always the Pen

just another one for you. i like this poem XDI don’t want to write sad things But my pen is diseased Doomed with a black heart That takes control of my own. I want to write of love And of h...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 05:22:00 GMT

What Happened to Christmas

Just another installment for my poems. I like this one too - but again it is fictional! My parents are still alive and together. Just so you know before you read this... Peace out What hap...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 09:08:00 GMT

Storm in Her Eyes

There's a storm in her eyes And no one seems to know She cries and she weeps Oh how it hurts her so. A storm that continues to rage The rain becomes her tears She's alone and no body's aware ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 05:06:00 GMT

Empty Words

Empty words in empty spaces Does anyone ever really hear you? Faint mutterings of distant voices Scarcely meet my senses Echoes of smiles and times long forgotten Bounce around inside my head. ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 04:57:00 GMT

Wish on a Star Tonight

This is in no way a true story. Enjoy! The other day I was in the park with my dog, Buttons.  I saw a father and his son sitting on a bench, and we sat on the grass nearby.  While Buttons p...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 04:41:00 GMT

Looking at 2007

Well all it has been one eventful year!  So I thought it was time that I post my last blog for the year just as a kind of thank you to everyone that means anything to me.  On the whole, lo...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 06:27:00 GMT

yeppie i made a survey!!!

ok so Heather got more bored than usual and decided to MAKE her own survey rather than fill one out. So here are some questions you have probably never been asked before, some you haven't been asked i...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 08:15:00 GMT

Matthew Shepard 1976-1998

This was in a bulletin that one of my friends posted. It really touched my heart, and to all of my friends (there are many) who are homosexual, I hope and pray that you are never subjected to this kin...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:03:00 GMT