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About Me

To love is not an option.

My Interests

writing and reading verses, poems; sitting at waterfronts enjoying sea breeze and doing nothing; get loosen @ bar; wandering around interesting and strange places; dreaming; movies; johnny depp; fashion; lifestyle; arts; beauty in all senses; meeting ppl; feast, fine food and wine; parties; pleasure; black and violet; uniqueness; man with alluring mad beauty, style, uniqueness, art sense and a brilliant mind; changes are immortals; hot mocha, double shot

I'd like to meet:

People with personality. Personality is everything.Johnny Depp, Al Pacino, Clive Owen, Jake Gyllenhaal, and Natalie Portman

Music:

Muse, Radiohead, Josh Groban, Sarah Brightman, U2, Coldplay, Keane, Silje Nergaard

Movies:

The Hours, Sylvia, Before Sunset, Closer, Dogville, Godfather

Television:

There're no TV shows with Johnny Depp, right?

Books:

The Hours by Michael Cunningham Sylvia Plath's, Ted Hughes' Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf

Heroes:

Sylvia Plath and Virginia Woolf

My Blog

cannonball...

The cannonball is still on my mind. It grows heavier. I'm plunging into the blue with the cannonball in my arms..Falling with it....And I know that.....I'm not the mermaid..... ...
Posted by vanessa on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 07:59:00 PST

nothing..really nothing much

What can be qualified as a good day? Sit down, read a good book, drink a good cup of coffee. That's my exciting, boring life. Anyway, it's good. I'm seeing the beauty of "the poetry of day-to-day life...
Posted by vanessa on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 05:11:00 PST

ideal man

I've been reading my diary these days..... Last year, I wrote about my ideal man....It's funny....That's what I wrote:"Johnny Depp + Mr. Darcy + Jake Gyllenhaal + Ted Hughes + John Galliano"...
Posted by vanessa on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:50:00 PST

Virginia Woolf said..

Virginia Woolf said--- "...the solitude makes the writing more exciting though the being read less so. one ought to sink to the bottom of the sea, probably, and live alone with ones words."...
Posted by vanessa on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:46:00 PST

from the poem "Fever 103" by Sylvia Plath

"All by myself I am a huge camelliaGlowing and coming and going, flush on flush.I think I am going up, I think I may rise ---The beads of hot metal fly, and I, love, I Am a pure acetylene.VirginA...
Posted by vanessa on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:42:00 PST

got lost

Got lost I got lost to find my way. Do I make sense to you?
Posted by vanessa on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 09:40:00 PST

River

I wish I had a river for me to skate away on..... "River"It's coming on ChristmasThey're cutting down treesThey're putting up reindeerAnd singing songs of joy and peaceOh I wish I had a riverI ...
Posted by vanessa on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:06:00 PST

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i need a shoulder. i have one only when i dream.
Posted by vanessa on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:58:00 PST

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i was at the clinic...alone.happy mothers and fathers were all around....after i got the report, i sat there......shaking...........that's the moment...that's the moment i felt super lonely, weak...
Posted by vanessa on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:35:00 PST

To love is not an option.

We don't have choice at all. To be "loved" for some reason, by all of them without option. --- that's what the designer told me. Perhaps I'm also loved for some reason?But to love you, it's not...
Posted by vanessa on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 10:59:00 PST