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Twilight to Dawn

I'm a million different people from one day to the next ...

About Me


I guess these days I am just trying to learn about myself. I feel like I have been trying to live up to the expectations of other people all my life. I am working on simplifying my life and being honest about what I want.

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- Changing Lanes -
Gavin Banek: "It's like you go to the beach. You go down to the water. It's a little cold. You're not sure you want to go in. There's a pretty girl standing next to you. She doesn't want to go in either. She sees you, and you know that if you just asked her her name, you would leave with her. Forget your life, whoever you came with, and leave the beach with her. And after that day, you remember. Not every day, every week... she comes back to you. It's the memory of another life you could have had."

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My Interests

Video games!

Console action/rpg (Final Fantasy series, Onimusha series, Gladius)

Takeshi Kaneshiro & Jean Reno

MMORPGs (I was #NOT# addicted to Final Fantasy XI, and I was #NOT# addicted to World of Warcraft!)

I ♥ this video!!

Stand-up comedians: Mitch Hedberg, Dave Attell, Brian Regan, Steven Wright, Pablo Francisco

Hanging out with my family & friends (wait ... do I have friends?) This section is still being worked on because I don't really know what I like to do! According to my sister, I need to get out more ...

... Getting out more ... finding out what I like ...

Hanging out with my niece! She is 3, and a breath of fresh air in my "hectic" "stressed-out" life. She helps me see that all I need sometimes is to sit a minute and watch my shadow, or feed ducks, or try to talk underwater in the swimming pool!

I'd like to meet:



Music:

I like all kinds of music. Music can take you back to old times and old friends, it can motivate and energize you, or it can calm and relax you. Some of the artists on my ipod's "most played" song list ...

Shakira (older stuff in Spanish), Gigi D'Agostino, Kathy Mattea, Sarah McLachlan, David Gray, Neil Diamond, Mel Carter, Nat King Cole, Patsy Cline, Van Morrison, OMC, M2M, Matchbox Twenty, Counting Crows, R.E.M., Semisonic, The Flys, Placebo, Blue October, Hoobastank, Fall Out Boy, Black Eyed Peas, Pharcyde, Mos Def, NaS, Xzibit

Movies:

Movies! In the theater or at home, I LOVE movies. I will give any movie my "willing suspension of disbelief" for two hours of entertainment. I just can't really handle horror movies ... the images stay with me. I swear the creepy old lady from The Others (last scary movie I tried to watch) is living in my old apartment!

There are very few movies I don't like. A few absolute favorites are (in no particular order):
Hero; The Returner; Killer; Berserk; Spirited Away; Salton Sea; The Philadelphia Story; Harvey; Boondock Saints; Lock, Stock & Two Smoking Barrels; Blade trilogy; V for Vendetta.

Television:

I don't watch television ... if a show is really good, I'll catch it on DVD.

Alias, Monk, Family Guy, Dexter's Laboratory (these episodes never got officially released but an amazing friend recorded a bunch for me during a Dexter's Lab marathon on Cartoon Network)

British comedies: Black Adder, Jeeves & Wooster, Bit of Fry & Laurie (finally getting released on DVD with new episodes!!) I hesitate to list these because anyone who watches them will realize I'm not as funny as some people think I am ... I steal most of my stuff from the brilliant writers of these shows :p

Books:

I used to read all the time ... during dinner and while I was walking home from school. I was always in the middle of at least three different books. I don't find that much time anymore, but I have a few favorites over the years:

Don't Stop the Carnival - Herman Wouk (how important it is to follow your dreams no matter how your plans turn out)

The Double, Dream of a Ridiculous Man, & White Nights - Fyodor Dostoyevsky (how any seemingly insignificant event in life can actually be a major turning point)

The Red Tent - (how important family is in the history and development of each person)

Master & Margarita - Mikhail Bulgakov (this is the book I would bring to a deserted island)

Heroes:

Anyone who believes enough in themselves and their dreams to speak their mind without forcing others to go along with them, and has enough conviction in what they are doing to take the first most difficult steps themselves.

My Blog

** Leave Me Wanting - 10.15.06

I should have seen this coming And stopped it long before We ever got to the point That leaves me wanting more.
Posted by Dying to tell you ... on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 04:22:00 PST

In my heart forever

Silly dog.  I guess I thought you would live forever.  Eleven years is a long time to get to know someone and then suddenly, unexpectedly lose them. I still keep your collar on my night...
Posted by Dying to tell you ... on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 07:43:00 PST

** Everything About You - 09.20.06

I want to know everything about youstarting as long ago as you can remember But don't tell me ...I want to experience it for myself I want to know all the pain you've feltby the sadness in your eyes I...
Posted by Dying to tell you ... on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 11:50:00 PST

** Stolen Moments - 07.28.06

All I can give you in this worldIs time that was meant for someone elseAnd while I treasure the time we share,We both know these are stolen moments.I will never lay beside you as you sleep,Watching th...
Posted by Dying to tell you ... on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:05:00 PST

** Untitled - Dec. 04

The spaces between the words I write Are filled with things I cannot say Oenid...
Posted by Dying to tell you ... on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 06:07:00 PST

If the name Arbitrage sounds familiar ...

... then you must know me from World of Warcraft!  Yay!I've been playing WoW since February 2006, and I have Arbitrage (level 48 Tauren druid) and Madnyss (level 22 Tauren hunter).Why is my main ...
Posted by Dying to tell you ... on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 02:25:00 PST