what even seems to matter. |
everyday i wake up just for life to hit me with a bunch of bullshit. Everything is as tough as possible for me everyday. I feel like shit and my life sucks. I just dont know what to do anymore. Fuck t...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Sep 2009 05:00:00 GMT |
When everything is lost... |
When everything is lost
what do you have left inside?
Tears, anger, heartache, lost hope.
I have lost everything over the last 9 months.
It has been hell.
I lost 98 Percent of all my amazing fr...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 23:09:00 GMT |
Home Sick Hits |
After all this time...holding it together and keeping strong.I broke.I am sick and restless.Without exaggeration,I am feeling weaker everyday...And less apart of something.I left to find a purposeYet ...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 19:18:00 GMT |
If i were to die today... |
If i were to die today,My only regret i would have was moving away from you all back home.Miss you guys,<333.K.
Posted by on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 01:10:00 GMT |
Last Days With The People I Love |
Thinking back on the years,
With the Struggles & Friends.
The people I've met,
Who got me through the hardest.
Losing a Father,
Gaining Pride.
Friendships to never be forgotten.
One friend who bro...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 22:44:00 GMT |
.Norwalk, Ohio's Musicians. |
I had a great night last night hanging out with a couple of my good friends.
It made me realise that no matter how excited i am about moving to NC...
music is a huge part of my life. And as for my fri...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 17:05:00 GMT |
Raleigh, NC |
I am in Raleigh right now. 10 hour drive yesterday in the pooring rain, i needed a smoke, BADLY. buuuut, i quit. As soon as we entered Raleigh, the rain stopped, i rolled down the window & i always ge...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 06:34:00 GMT |
.Anxiety. |
Sometimes I wake up amazingly sick.
Because im soo worked up or thinking about something wayy too much.
My anxiety has been getting worse...
not like im a freak & & im afraid to live.
But its like......
Posted by on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 17:41:00 GMT |
A little about me... |
Mark your confessions:[x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.[] I am really ticklish.[x(sometimes)] I'm afraid of the dark.[x] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open[] I can't sleep in a room...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 21:24:00 GMT |
Gaby Bechtler |
Hopefully this time
Gaby wont be childish
& Delete My--Space
AGAAAAIN.
Posted by on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 22:26:00 GMT |
