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My name is Chris. My life is dissapointing. I'm a nice guy, most see this as a bad thing. I use to believe in love, but it's losing ground quickly. I believe music is the only truth. Music is the only thing that can explain me. I highly belive in honor. I believe that honor is a rarity in this country. A big thing about me is that I hate my country. I believe in freedom, but the only thing officials in this country, and most other countries, believe in is money. I hate cheating, lying and breaking promises. I believe in meaning. I don't have any interest in things that don't have a meaning. I'm easy to get along with, I am protective over my friends and family. I do parkour and I love music.

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Dreams

Sometimes, when I lie in bed at night, I fear falling asleep. I don't know what it is I fear. At first I think I fear not waking up, but that's not it. What I fear is, something I love. Why, why would...
Posted by on Fri, 29 May 2009 22:03:00 GMT

The Good Left Undone

In fields where nothing grew but weeds,I found a flower at my feet,bending there in my direction.I wrapped a hand around its stemand pulled until the roots gave in,finding there what I've been missing...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 17:13:00 GMT

I sometimes wonder.

I sometimes wonder, why, but then I realize something, it is not sometimes, it is all the time. Why. That simple question seems to be one that no one can answer clearly. So many things start with th...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 09:10:00 GMT

One's Heart

              The sadness that lay dormant in ones heart, reawakened with a single thought. Small rays of light shine through the darkness, but slowly fade away into nothing, unable to be grasped in ...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Dec 2008 15:55:00 GMT

Aloneness

Being alone, Knowing you are not needed, not recognized as an existence, seperate from others. The sadness that overwhelms all things, no one caring, noticing, accepting. The pain of that existence, w...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 18:42:00 GMT

why

Why. It is the question that I have been wondering about for some time. Why. Why is there still sadness in one's heart. The reason is unknown to myself. I just wish I knew the answer. One may never kn...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 22:57:00 GMT

Illusion

Life, wanting to live. Why would one wish to live. To live, to experience. To be acknowledged by others, is that what it means to exist. Without being acknowledged one can only hope to be an...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 16:19:00 GMT

What does it mean to truly be alive?

   What does it mean to truly be alive? Without a reason, without purpose what does one think and feel? Wandering why this is, wanting to live, to feel life, a reason, with a purpose. T...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 16:13:00 GMT

twilight

Within the twilight Where light and darkness await I will be waiting
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 01:51:00 GMT

Haiku: Thought

Sitting In The Dark Waiting For The Unknowing Waiting With My Thoughts
Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 23:00:00 GMT