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..********************************************************** ************************************************************ JANESSA JAMIE LEE ROBINSON (MY LITTLE ROCK STAR)******************************************************* ************************************************************ ***THERE IS NEVER A REAL PLACE TO START! I GUESS I COULD START WITH THE FIRST TIME I FELT HER KICK AT THAT MOMENT KNOWING I WAS GOING TO BE A MOTHER! OR THE FIRST TIME I HELD HER IN MY ARMS KNOWING THE TRUE FEELING OF LOVE TAKING YOUR BREATH AWAY! A SMILE, STEP, GIGGLE, PLAYING A GAME, A LOOK SHE WOULD GIVE ME THAT MADE ME FEEL I WAS DOING SOMETHING RITE WITH MY LIFE. I COULD NEVER PUT INTO WORDS TO SAY HOW I REALLY FEEL I TRY SO HARD TO FORGET ALL THE BEAUTY SHE BROUGHT INTO MY WORLD. WITH OUT MY BABY GIRL HERE THERE IS TIME I WISH GOD WOULD JUST TAKE ME FOR EVEN JUST FIVE MINUTES TO FEEL HER LOVE ONE MORE TIME. I DONT THINK I COULD EVER PUT INTO WORDS HOW BADLY I WANTED TO DIE! I HATE MYSELF FOR TRYING TO FORGET HER I DONT WANT TO.... I WOULDNT BE HERE IF IT WERNT FOR HER SHE TRULY SAVED MY LIFE... I LIVE EVERYDAY FOR HER I HOPE I MAKE HER PROUD I FEEL SHE SAVED ME FROM ETERNATIY IN HELL........................................................ ......THE DAY TO DAY PROSES REALY DOSNT GET ANY MORE EASY IF YOU REALY WANT TO KNOW ME YOU HAVE TO KNOW MY FAMILY MY MOTHER MY FATHER WHO HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME NOT MATTER HOW BAD I FUCKED UP OR MY SISTERS AND BROTHERS AND FRIENDS WHO GIVE ME SO MUCH LOVE AND ALWAYS AND I MEAN ALWAYS... ARE THERE WHEN I JUST NEED TO TALK. MY BEST FRIEND WHO THROUGH THE GOOD THE BAD THE UGLY AND IT GOT UGLY .....AND THE SAD HAS BEEN A ROCK AND A SHOULDER TO CRY ON AND HAS ALWAY HAD MY BACK OR MY INLAWS WHO LOVE ME SO MUCH I FEEL I HAVE BEEN AROUND THEM SINCE FOREVER AND WHO HAVE TAKING ME IN AND MADE ME FEEL LIKE SUCH A PART OF THERE FAMILY WITH NO QUESTIONS ASKED MY BABY GIRL MISTY WHO HAS SUCH A BIG HEART SO SMART AND FUNNY AND GIVES ME SO MUCH LOVE WHO MADE ME FEEL LIKE A MOM AGAIN AND GAVE ME SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING HER GROW UP AND BEING A PART OF HER LIFE.... WHEN I THOUGHT I COULD NEVER WANT A CHILD AGAIN MADE ME WANT TO TAKE ON THAT ROLE........................................................ ......................................................OR THE MAN WHO I LOVE WITH EVERY LAST BREATH WHO HAS TAKIN ME OUT OF THE DARKNESS AND GAVE ME LIFE... WHO MADE LIFE WORTH LIVING AGAIN AND ALL THE THINGS I THOUGHT I HAD LOST FOREVER THE HAPPYNESS THE LOVE THE DESIER TO BE A MOTHER AGAIN AND THE FEELING MOST OF ALL WHEN HE HOLDS ME AND TAKES MY BREATH AWAY! I THOUGHT I HAD LOST THAT FOREVER THE MOST LOVING PERSON IN MY LIFE AND THERE IS A SHIT LOAD OF THEM......HE..... MADE ME WANT TO LIVE AGAIN...................IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW ME YOU HAVE TO KNOW THEM THEY MAKE ME WHO I AM.... WITHOUT THEM IM AM NOTHING!!!!
