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Verdict: NOT GUILTY

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About Me


passenger side of a bently
or the number 2 bus

i like a bit of everything.
i like meeting people for the first time and realizing strangers can be really welcoming and nice.
i hate being right sometimes.
im not any sort of contradiction. im not a guessing game.
you will always know what im feeling but i love keeping secrets.
i dont like i love you's "in the dark"
i dont like when people think they know what that means.
people feel the need to tell me things. thats okay. even if i dont want to know them. people just tell me. im serious when i say i just always know things.
i can be really mean.
i dont mean it.
usually i suprise myself.
ive been told i crushed a soul with a few choice words.
that makes me feel like chuck norris.
im lots of drama.
its always something.
but imhappy.
baseball tees are my ferv.
nothing is ever what you think its about.
i have favorite freckles: the one under the arch of my left eyebrow, and the one on my left sholder.
a hand written note in the mail will make my day.
i like navy blue.
my heart gets broken easily.
i like buying people gifts, off occasion.
contrary to belief, i am easy to please.
but too sensitive at times.
im aware of it and have embraced it, and apparently, so have my friends.
i like laughing.
i do it a lot.
sometimes at the wrong times.
when im uncomfortable, or in an awkward situation, you can find me doubled over from laughing.
i say the wrong things.
i expect to hear the right things.
ive learned that most people are full of shit because they havent the slightest clue as to who they are. thats okay too.
not a lot bothers me anymore.
im getting really good at walking away and letting go.
not in a 'waaawaaawaaa' way. in a good way.
i like ODB
i no longer sleep on one side of the bed.
i curse alot but i dont like the p word.
i never got into fall out boy. sorry guys.
im really sensitive when it comes to scent.
i have so many good memories i use them to distract my self from daily life.
id love to sleep in, but never can.
i like old country music.
i sing in the shower. loudly. ask jenna. she can hear me thru walls.
when im scared i reach for the closest hand and dont let go.
i really like being scared.
im scared of relationships cuz i dont want to lose my friends. its something i just realized, and so far i think its the case.
in the end. loyalty. trust. humor. thats it man. its not that serious.
i like surrounding myself with people that i respect. who make good choices. im not 18 anymore. some things are wrong. and some things are right. i fuck up. and i fuck up hard. but i dont fuck with other peoples feelings.

My Interests



Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow maybe shaky
But you never turn away
Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling

clicking my heels together.

I'd like to meet:


the concentrated version.

we could do it
fast fast
slow

br

Music:


dance until the band stop playing
sing with all your might

Movies:

Television:

its like you're driving a car and i just wanna be in the passenger seat, but you locked the door and so i have to hold on to the bumper, you know? and im not even asking you to open the door for me, just leave it unlocked and say come in, but no! you didnt do that. so now im hanging on to the bumper, and life goes on, and the car goes on, and i get really badly bruised, and im hitting pot holes, and it hurts. i mean, it hurts. So, yesterday, i had to let go of the bumper cuz it hurt too much.

three's company.

Books:

i dig 'em.

+ reading anything. labels, receipts, billboards, directions. words make me happy. [duh doofus.]

Heroes:

"the ones you love are always in your heart, and if you're lucky, a plane ride away"

My Blog

what difference does it make?

grown ass kidslying up down left rightim so bored of people too scared to tell the truthyou dont need to lie to strangers. you never have to see them againyou dont need to lie to the people you care a...
Posted by Verdict: NOT GUILTY on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:32:00 PST

sometimes

you have to pick the weedsand keep the flowers
Posted by Verdict: NOT GUILTY on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 04:19:00 PST

i expect a lot.

so i realized something and i hope its not close minded.   but like it really bothers me. maybe even borderline disapoints me when people are inconcsiderate.  not only inconsdierate, but jus...
Posted by Verdict: NOT GUILTY on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 09:39:00 PST

its all happening

things are weird. things are different. but whats different is that im totally okay with all this change.  ive spent the last couple of months totally re thinking the way i think. and ive realize...
Posted by Verdict: NOT GUILTY on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:54:00 PST

im in love.

i was afraid it would never happen. i thought everyone else was going to be in love and i was going to hang out with my cat. but id like you all to meet the love of my life.   the state of califo...
Posted by Verdict: NOT GUILTY on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 08:21:00 PST