what have i become?

i miss when i was little and i would get in a "fight" with a friend, we would play barbies and everything would be better. when i was little i couldn't hurt anyone, why is it now i seem to be so good ...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 14:11:00 GMT

What is happiness...?

today i went into rowan's class and after finding out that for the next 5 weeks he won't be teaching our class (which i'm still a little peeved about) i had to write a journal thing. today's topic was...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 17:40:00 GMT

part of me is missing and always will be

so i know i shoudl be doing my homework but the babies are sick and we're home alone so i have to be back here with them...so jason, no i'm not slacking off. i found my old photo album, there are som...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 12:12:00 GMT

me? commitment? HA!

So if you've read my other blogs it seems that more than anything i want a boyfriend. and i guess i do....its just that i SUCK at commiting to anything. I was talking to someone the other night about ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 13:33:00 GMT

I miss her, i need her back

I really try not to talk about missing my mom. I don't know why, but I don't like to admit that weakness. The thing is I'm growing up and things in my life are changing, everything from my body, to th...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 15:27:00 GMT

I long for so many things

I long for a single rose I long for a hug that doesn't end I long for a hand that fits I long for him to just hold me I long for a perfect kiss I long for him to make an excuse not to let go I l...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 11:26:00 GMT

Find a cure for this I dare you

I'm sick of it. I'm sick of crying myself to sleep. I'm sick of thinking about you and knowing you don't do the same. I'm sick of wishing for the future to come faster when I never even grew up. ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 17:28:00 GMT

Boyfriend application

BASICS:Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??-4. D...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 22:42:00 GMT

This is me in a nut shell (hee hee I'm a nut,,,okay bad joke never mind)

"She Walked Away" Barlow girlShe couldn't take one more day Home was more her prison now Independence called out She had to get it A fight was all she needed To give her reason She slammed the door wi...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 21:27:00 GMT

sad..that's all I can say

Torn and helplessLeft to cryA fragile bodyLeft to dieConfided withinA silver bladeCutting awayTo make her life fadeBleeding throughHer pretty clothesHer life's a messBut no one knowsWatch her lifeJust...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 10:13:00 GMT