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About Me

THIS IS ME: The name is Ivie and I am 21 years old. I am a unique individual, let me tell you. I am untamable and I have an energy you would not believe. I plan on living my life to the very fullest without any regrets. I tend to forgive too easy and love too much. People would think of me as a peacemaker and I almost always have a positive outlook on life, of course I have down days just like everyone else. I'm more comfortable in my own skin more and more each day. To live life you have to step out of your comfort zone and I think I've done that more this year than I have throughout my entire life. I have a hard time trusting people but I always give people the benefit of the doubt. I've experienced miserable experiences, terrible people, abuse and drugs. I am however learning from my mistakes as they come and I dont think alot of people can really say that. I plan on living a very drama free, adventurous and happy life with no regrets and I hope to do almost everything once and even if I cant make that goal, I sure as hell will try my best. My dream out of life is to be proud of what I became when Im going through my last few moments of life. I want love, trust and happiness to just drowned me. I am humble, outgoing, shy and I am very real. I plan on recieving the same treatment I give to people and I wont take bullshit from anybody[rarely]. I never know how to speak my mind but somehow, someway I get it out. Im a proud christian and although Im mixed up in my beliefs, I know God is there and real and looking out for me. Lastly, I am who I am.
"God grant me the serenity to accept the people I cannot change, the courage to change the one I can, and the wisdom to know it's me."
"You know your in love when you can't call asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams"
"There's something about death that is comforting. The thought that you could die tomorrow frees you to appreciate your life now "
"When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace"
Above all, love each other deeply because love covers over a multitude of sins.
1 Peter 4:8

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, than let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it'd be worth it. "
"Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances, & never have regrets, because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted."
"Someday you'll cry for me like I cried for you, Someday you'll miss me like I missed you, Someday you'll need me like I needed you, Someday you'll love me, but I wont love you"
It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret.
Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear,
and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or
sadness.
It's not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat.
To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on.
It is having an open mind and confidence in the future.
Letting go is accepting, it is learning and experiencing and growing.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you
grow.
It's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon gain.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up.
It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and to set yourself free.

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My Blog

happy...happy...joy?

Wow. Its been bad, worse and really fucking ugly, but lately its a whole new generation of emotions and experiences. I'm not suffering any longer from a broken heart, by any assholes, rare for me. I d...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Nov 2009 01:17:00 GMT

to trust people

Im so afraid to fall for anyone. I always do and then Im just hurt and Im so not capable of being hurt anymore and it scares me so much. Im happy and depressed all at once, and its a really weird comb...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Sep 2009 00:26:00 GMT

Somethings happening finally

I got internet at my own house installed and I opened up a savings account at the Credit Union all done in the same week!!! Im ecstatic and proud of myself!!! Im getting out often enough, enjoy my lif...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Sep 2009 01:48:00 GMT

I want to find my Mr. Right

I really do have alot to offer someone. I want to be cuddled and loved on unconditionally. Seeking and making a move is so hard for me though, theres alot of maybes but noone that really astonishes me...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Aug 2009 15:20:00 GMT

Looking at the Brighter Side

Shes alone in the world. Every moment is drown'd in tiny mishaps that keep her mind off the reality of her miserable life. Usually she can bypass the thoughts that keep her lying in her misery but whe...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Jul 2009 21:36:00 GMT

Stuck in this Life.

I cant get over how many things Ive gone through in my entire life. Ive got 2 jobs and keeping myself mostly busy and yet I still am not semi-happy. I cry more now than I had in the last 6 months and ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Jul 2009 00:47:00 GMT

Only in my dreams.

Im kind of blank inside. I know too much and I wish I could rewind and be oblivious to sooo many things but I cant. I feel like running away somewhere really fucking far away and not returning for 10+...
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 13:25:00 GMT

You cant always have what you want...so move on to what you need.

Life is difficult, and its never going to get any easier. There are not very many simple things in life but theres plenty of amazing things worth the work and are always a rare treasure. Things that a...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 23:56:00 GMT

This is my world.

"We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."Sitting and pondering, loo...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Apr 2009 16:00:00 GMT

I just want you to know who I am.

IRISBy: Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you, Cause I know that you feel the same now.You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, And I don't want to go home right now.And all I can ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 21:30:00 GMT