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Lil'Ndn

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About Me


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Sitting here alone in my father's home Tomorrow I'll be leaving, and I'll be on my own Through the hills as a child I'll go But I'd rather be a wanderer, than to never go alone In my soul a song lies sleeping Waiting to be born, I hear her weeping Deep inside I can feel her dance Calling run to me lover, touch my heart's innocence I see that life is an old thin road There'll be people who stay, there'll be people who go You know at first it pains me so I think I'm just learning how...to let go Pity there's just emptiness, but with sorrow there comes joy And I would rather die in a hurricane, than to never know a storm Fears I've known, I've faced them As my castle walls fall Oh, but I would let those castles fall Or I'd never love at all...

My Interests


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: April
Birthday: July 6th
Birthplace: Claremore, Oklahoma
Current Location: in bed
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: redish brown
Height: 5"1 1/2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Cherokee
The Shoes You Wore Today: Keds
Your Weakness: kisses behind my ear
Your Fears: sleep
Your Perfect Pizza: deep dish supreme with no black olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: lose some weight
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: ahhh shit!
Your Best Physical Feature: Hell I don't know!
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: my childhood
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: either
Single or Group Dates: either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: hot chocolate
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: Hell no that would just be fuckin wrong!
Do you Sing: every chance I get
Do you Shower Daily: yes, but only wash hair every other day
Have you Been in Love: I am
Do you want to go to College: I did
Do you want to get Married: I am
Do you belive in yourself: I believe I'm real...do you?
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: I don't stare at myself
Are you a Health Freak: lol that's funny
Do you get along with your Parents: not really
Do you like Thunderstorms: I LOVE them!!!
Do you play an Instrument: I can, but don't anymore
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: lol ohhhh yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: I didn't inhale I swear!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nah
In the past month have you gone on a Date: sort of
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: hell no!
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope wait actually yes I have! But, then he took it back!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: a kiss while he was sleeping
Ever been Drunk: lol yea
Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: once
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: I don't
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I don't want to
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue, green, dark brown
Favourite Hair Color: black or dark brown
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: taller than me
Weight: I don't know..125-135?
Best Clothing Style: jeans, nice shirt, boots
Number of Drugs I have taken: omg! you want me to count?!?!
Number of CDs I own: too many and not enough
Number of Piercings: just my ears and only once
Number of Tattoos: about 15
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing

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I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet someone/anyone that would not hurt me. I have lived my whole life and have yet to find that person. Sure I find people that love and care for me, but they always seem to hurt me in one way or the other. Is that what we have become? A race of people that do not know any better? Is it society that teaches us to hurt others or is that they soul responsibility of the parents? I vow on this day to do my best to raise my children to forgive yet not forget, to turn the other cheek, and that hurting others only drags you down to their level and damn it my children are better than that! I vow to teach my children respect for others and their thoughts and feelings no matter how they may feel about them. I vow to teach my children that all are created equal and having money don't make you better than those that don't. I will devote my life to teaching my children to be the best that i know that they can be and prove themselves to be the better person in their actions rather than having to drag people down physically or emotionally!..

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These are the coolest bunch of pirates I know! They are also very dear friends of mine! Check us out at www.southfloridapirate.com! We not only know how to have a great time, we also provide entertainment and work to help raise money for various childrens funds,like Joe DeMaggio's Children's Hospital as well as others... ..

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Music:

I love all kinds of music!!! Well, not that weird new age rock shit they have out there now.

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Heroes:

I have 2 that share that title. Well, plus those that serve our country as my grandfather did. First is....My grandfather! Love you pappy! Miss you dearly!


Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men and women are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Vietnam". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a Fuck if a soldier dies!

And secondly...My kid sister Donna Kaye...After all that she grew up through...and being shot a total of 5 times and being left for dead...she survived. She has been through so much and only has grown stronger for it. She continues to amaze me.Her body maybe confined to a chair, but her mind and spirit still soar.I love you sis!

My Blog

Update of my life

She's coming!  My baby sister will be here for the next few days!Keith! Call me if you would like to talk to her!I can't wait!  I haven't seen her since I flew back home to be with her after...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 06:08:00 PST

My daughters short story about Playhaven

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Posted by Lil'Ndn on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 03:49:00 PST

There Was A Time

This is has won the Editor's Choice Award for 2007 and I have been nominated for Poet of the Year!!!  There Was A Time There was a time, When your smile,meant comfort.When your hug, meant l...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 04:07:00 PST

Walk

This one won Editor's Choice 2006 and was published in a book!!!Walk The odds were against her, from the very start. She was destined to walk through life, with a empty heart. Made to grow up, be...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 04:00:00 PST

WHY?

This one is still untitled...if you have any ideas, let me know.However it is copyrighted so please don't copy. This is my work and my passion. I have chosen to share it with my friends.Why must I liv...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:50:00 PST

She's gone....

She's gone.After 80 years on this earth, 60 years of marriage, raising children and best friend to her younger sister after they lost both their parents...she can finally rest at the feet of our Lord ...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 03:30:00 PST

can you believe...

Can you believe that after what our ex roomate did to us, he had the nerve to tell David that I had slept with him?!?Then turn around and ask me if he could move back in?  OMG!!!  The nerve ...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 01:25:00 PST

words can't describe...

I hae never felt so used! Not even by those assholes that have torn my heart into!Get this, I agreed to let a friend move into our home with us.1. because he has no where else to stay2. cause that is ...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 02:22:00 PST

Why do I bother?!?!?!?

There are those days that you just want to throw your hands up and ask,"Why?"I'm sorry...I feel that all I ever do is say I'm sorry.Why do I let people treat me this way?  Ain't I worth more than...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 06:44:00 PST

what's up with that?

Been doing alot of thinking today...I know, I know scary huh. Here are a few of the questions that have been running through my head.What's up with Bobby R? Why won't they let Barley Balanced come bac...
Posted by Lil'Ndn on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 10:20:00 PST