Sir Prancelot Brainfire

If there is one thing I have come to terms with lately its that all things change. Every single thing is changing every single second, though it may not seem apparent. Days go by way to quickly to worry about certain things and I find myself still wasting time. Not doing anything. It seems that we're always waiting for something to happen. . . and nothing ever happens. We have to make things happen. Lately I find time to sit around but I've been so sick of just sitting around like I am right now but its 1 in the morning so I really don't have much else to do. The mountains are the only place that I can find solace. I can't stand when people do not like going to the mountains. They think staying in a cabin and camping are the same thing. I know I may be a ridiculous person but I feel I accomplish something great every time I put on that 40 lb. pack and walk many miles into the uncivilized wilderness. We all belong out in nature. Sitting in an office closed in all day is no way to live. Things are too backwards in this fucking world and certain people really actually want it that way. Its sick. It is ridiculous though. People always blame "The Man" for keeping us down when in all actuality WE are the ones keeping ourselves down. We are the stupid people buying into the stupid shit that is spoon fed to us through television and other forms of mass media. Humans are very stupid. When a Mexican girl, at a restaurant that serves Mexican food, who has probably been around the substance her entire life, refers to refried beans as "The smashed kind." I think we can all safely say that we're all pretty much doomed. Maybe it is just this city though. A LOT of stupid people live here. I really do know. I travel to other cities and its just about paradise to me because I don't run into as many stupid people as I do EVERYDAY living in this town. I guess I'm just bitter, stoned, and angry.