McCoy the Apollyon

Hmmm. How do I feel at this moment? What can i say about myself? If anything, I'm a mix of passion and ambition. I have dreams of elevating past where I'm at currently and at the same time desire to keep those close to me....close. I'm a prardox at best. One serious night owl. I love to write. Probably more than anything else in my life. It fills me with an energy that I can't explain. It makes me feel like I'm a part of something greater than myself. Serving a higher purpose. The connection between speaker and audience is a ancient bond. I feel alive when I tap into it. ------------Blending rhythm with a message is a different affair though. Music is a muse in my life. More like morphine. It takes me away. Drifting on the wings of imagination and possiblities, music sets a part of me free. It's one of the only loves of my left that hasn't left me. Or atleast as long as I stay true to it. My expression, be it through essay's or lyrics is my soul transposed for the world to see.Enough with all the deep sh%t though. I'm just a free mind in chained times dealing with Bush's meglomanic creation of a twisted society and deluted republic. Really though, I'm kinda sick that I'm the only one who see it. I think that everybody does, they just choose to ignore it. Nope, not me though. No way.I love hip-hop music with all my heart. There are even times in my life where I would consider giving my life for it, even though I'd much rather live for it. It really saddens me to think of what this industry of frauds and imposters have done to it. But even in the midst of an abyss of snakes and devils, truth always finds a way to shine, always. That's what this music represents, something greater than itself. In a world of make believe the genuine article will it's presence known. Even if it is silenced and straggled by the masses.