I'm in Pain. |
Im in pain.Im alone tonight. Im always lonely. I cant feel anyone anymore. In the largest crowd I feel so alone. Ive run out of love. My numbness has gone. And all I feel is pain.
Posted by on Thu, 12 Feb 2009 21:00:00 GMT |
Bartending tommorrow...at Umlaut. |
I was planning on attending. It now turns out I can attend and make money (yay). Please come support me. It's been a while since I've bartended and I'd I'd love to have my friends around, as always.
I...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Oct 2008 02:42:00 GMT |
The end of another era. |
About a day ago I lost my job. I suppose most people in the downtown community already know Oxo went under. It came as a big shock. I don't know why it hurts me, but it does. A lot of my blood, sweat...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:43:00 GMT |
Bondage Party at Work. |
There’s going to be a big bondage party at the bar. It’s $15 for tickets. I’m not sure what the music will be like. It’s a theme party really. But it should be fun. Let me know...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:02:00 GMT |
My Funeral. |
I went to a funeral yesterday. It made me think of mine. If I died tomorrow would anyone come? Would it be empty? Or would everyone that ignores me now show up, and act like they thought I my existen...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 23:37:00 GMT |
Fall Decay. |
As always, as fall comes, I fall back to places in my heart I thought I'd gotten away from. I wish I could let go of people I love. They let go of me. Where is this off button everyone thinks I have?...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 22:46:00 GMT |
More and more. |
More and more I find I'm losing my self. I don't know when, or where, or why this is happing. It just is. I just don't care about anything the way I always did. I'm starting to give up on things I ne...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 20:03:00 GMT |
I feel alone in this one... |
I don't know what it is about me that makes people stop caring. So many of my closest friends feel like strangers anymore. Is there just nothing special about me? I never said I was special but I rea...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 00:13:00 GMT |
Falling Down a Rabbit Hole. |
To reiterate about my last blog, somehow my money problems have changed pretty much overnight. I don't have to worry about money anymore. I'm making more at OXO now than I've ever made. On top of tha...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 20:39:00 GMT |
Swimming to a surface that never comes. Not that I know how to swim. |
I don't have much to say. I don't know why I'm posting anything. I'm less interested in myself anymore than you are (or so it seems). I quit my job at Bashir's. More like walked out, actually. Not li...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 01:10:00 GMT |
