Niq

My name is Nicholas Ichabod Quinn. I hate that name, with a passion. And so I put my initials together, and I go by Niq. If you're close to me, you can call me Niqqi. If you call me that and you aren't close, then you might get stabbed.
I grew up in an abusive family. My parents didn't accept that I was gay, and they didn't like other things about me as well. When I was fifteen, I murdered them along with my younger sister. I was then sent to an insane asylum in Florida.
While in the asylum, I met Alec Pierce. I'd heard from other patients that he never spoke, although he spoke to me the first time I did to him. Our relationship started the first night we met. We ended up falling in love, and the doctors didn't like that. So we escaped.
The first time we escaped, we were caught a couple months later. We were seperated for a very long time. Alec starved himself that time though, so they eventually let us be together again.
Around that time is when we met Cole. He's the one that helped us escape the second and final time. I hold him very dear to me, he's one of the best friends I've ever had.
When we got away from the asylum the last time, we went to Ohio and stayed there for a while. And then we made our way to California, where we live now. I then found out I had AIDS. That was a very hard time for us, but on my dying day I was given a miracle drug and saved.
Before I bought the house we live in now, we always lived in hotels. At one of the hotels, Cole met a boy named Lucas. Cole fell head over heels for him, and likewise. Lucas stayed with us for a long time, and I just recently found out that he was emotionally abusing Alec behind my back. I had talks with Lucas and he agreed not to do it anymore, and it seemed the two of them got along great.
Alec and I got married recently. We got married in a castle, just like he'd always wanted. On our honeymoon, I took Alec to the new house I'd bought. Lucas and Cole joined us in the house after a few days.
Lucas and Alec seemed to be getting along incredibly well. So I figured it was okay to leave the two of them alone while Cole and I ran some errands. That ended up being the worst mistake I've ever made; Lucas raped Alec.
I have a rule. If someone hurts me, I hurt them. Lucas hurt Alec very badly, which hurt me. I wasn't going to stand for that, I decided Lucas was never going to hurt my Alec again. So I killed him. After letting him hurt for a while, I stabbed him in the heart. I then mailed his remains to his mother.
I'm clinically insane, so the doctors said. I don't necesarrily believe I'm crazy, I just have an impulsive way of acting.
Alec is my life. He means the fucking world to me. Without him, I'm nothing. I couldn't ask for anyone better to spend the rest of my life with. I'd do anything to see him happy. I am very protective over him. If you so much as look at him wrong, I will NOT hesitate to fucking kill you.
I guess I look a little submissive. Looks can be very deceiving. I get very aggressive, and I'm very much the dominant one in my marriage. I realize that I'm skinny and a little short, but that doesn't mean I curl up in the corner and cry when it comes to violence. If you approach me right, I can be your best friend. If you come off wrong on me, I can be your worst enemy. I can be one extreme or the other, you choose.
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