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AxmanSteve

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About Me

Appreciate me now, and avoid the rush!
I'm laid back, affectionate, open to new fun and looking for new things to try out. I'd like to meet new people and gain new perspectives. I've learned that new people teach you new things along the way. You can't live in the past and you can only hope for a bright future. You bring both good and bad things to yourself depending on your attitude. I would like to thank the people who have been part of my life in the last year for showing me that I can live and love again even though my original dreams are gone. Screw the people who thought they could screw me! They are no longer worth my time or energy. I want to enjoy my time on this planet and look back and be proud that not only did I survive, but I had a wonderful ride along the way. I like to go to the mountains and get lost along the way. I love to shoot pool, go bowling, play poker and watch the Rockies or the Broncos.
I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.
If someone says I love you and doesnt show it, it kinda really means nothing when they show disrespect and treat you differently than what they say. Its the things you do and the way you act and treat a person that really does speak louder than words. Just even the littlest thing you can do will tell someone I love you, without saying it.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet people with similar interests who don't want to play games. I need to surround myself with people who have a positive outlook on life. I am tired of dealing with takers. If you take but can't give something back then don't bother contacting me.

My Blog

Ideal Relationship

Cleaning out my wallet today I came across something I wrote for myself many, many years ago. I thought it was interesting because I'm still looking for the same things I've always been looking for. I...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Apr 2009 11:33:00 GMT

Over it

I was in love.It has died.It is still there but the flame has been out for awhile now.You had your chance.You didn't take it.That's cool though.You might have done me a favor.You showed me I was still...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 23:13:00 GMT

Who are you?

I can't give you solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.I can't change your past with all its heartache and pain, or the...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 17:43:00 GMT

Lyrics for new playlist 3/23/09

A bunch of girl songs today. I'm in a strange mood! What Have You Done? (Within Temptation)What have you done now?I know I'd better stop tryingYou know that there's no denyingI won't show mercy on you...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:00:00 GMT

Lyrics for new playlist 3/12/09

All The Same lyrics (Sick Puppies) I don't mind where you come fromAs long as you come to meI don't like illusions I can't seeThem clearlyI don't care no I wouldn't dareTo fix the twist in youYou've s...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 12:28:00 GMT

Lyrics for new playlist 2/20/09

Maddest Kind Of Love (Big Bad Voodoo Daddy)The maddest kind of love...is a love you know is wrongIt burns a hole right through your soulAnd cuts you like a knife.The maddest kind of love...is a love y...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 12:59:00 GMT

New playlist lyrics 2/1/09

What You Give - TeslaWho's the one that makes you happy?Or maybe, who's the one always on your mind?And who is the reason you're living' for?Who's the reason for your smile?I feel so lonely, yet I kno...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 15:03:00 GMT

Void

Again, you have found my void,my inability to love.I fear it is lost from me,creating a void that will never be filled.I know you care,I know you desire that which is lost to me.If for your heart you ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 17:43:00 GMT

Lyrics for new playlist (1/23/09)

My Immortal (Evanescence) I'm so tired of being hereSuppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 02:25:00 GMT

Ranting from a drunk...

No deep dark message here. Just the drunk ramblings of an unemployed, screwed in the head, poster child for what not to do when one loses the life they know, the wife they know, and the love of all th...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 23:41:00 GMT