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black dove

black___dove

About Me

do you really have any interest in me whatsoever?? there's not much i care to tell people about myself. not much of interest, anyway. i can be helpful. i can be sweet. i can, and frequently am, a bitch. i'm wild. free-spirited. smart....at least i like to think so...well, some of the time anyways. i'm wierd, crazy, take some getting used to, so i am told. i joke around a lot. sarcastic. sometimes its hard to tell whether or not i'm being serious. i can be moody, and when i am, stay out of my way!! but most of all, i just am. the world is truly a pitiful place and i am but a tiny speck of dust, invisible to the naked eye and easily overlooked. plagued with seemingly constant bad luck. (and i'm not the only one to notice it. i've been told that by many an observer.) i am just basically a minion, like so many of you are!!! so there you have it. my life wrapped up in a few sentences, with just the perfect amount of sugarcoating!!!:
You are Hulk Hulk 85% The Flash 75% Wonder Woman 70% Green Lantern 70% Catwoman 70% Supergirl 65% Batman 65% Iron Man 60% Superman 60% Robin 57% Spider-Man 50% You are a wanderer with
amazing strength.
[Marital Status] single
[Shoe size] 9
[Parents still together] yes
[Siblings] one of each
[Pets] not yet
FAVORITES
[Color] black and red
[Number] 13
[Animal] eagle, wolf, panther
[Drinks] Crown Royal and Bacardi Black
[Soda] Pepsi
[Book] do I have to choose?
[Flower] not really a flower person
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] yep
[Twirl your hair?] nope
[Have tattoos?] yep
[Have Piercings?] yep
[Cheat on tests/homework?] nope
[Drink/Smoke?] yep
[Like roller coasters?] yep
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes
[Want more piercings?] yep
[Like cleaning?] sometimes
[Write in cursive or print?] a little from column A, a little from column B
[Own a web cam?] nope (as if I want people to see what I really look like when I'm online)
[Know how to drive?] sure
[Own a cell phone?] a pay as you go
[Ever get off the damn computer?] of course I do.....I do have somewhat of a life
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] yep
[Considered a life of crime?] yep
[Considered being a hooker?] nope
[Lied to someone?] of course, who hasn't?? (and if you say no, then you're obviously a liar)
[Been in love?]
[Made out with JUST a friend?] nope
[Been in lust?] hasn't everyone?
[Used someone] nope, I'm a bitch, but not that stupidly cruel
[Been used?] many times
[Been cheated on?] pretty sure
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] many times (accidentally, of course...)
[Stolen anything?] long time ago
[Held a gun] yep
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] dark jeans, faded blue shirt with Superman in flight and a black zip up hoodie
[Current mood] mellow
[Current taste] yummy
[What you currently smell like] a shit filled botanical garden
[Current hair] short and pulled back.....still in the process of growing it out after I shaved it
[Current thing I ought to be doing] I dunno?????drinking? smoking?
[Current cd in stereo] Social Distortion, Distillers, Metric, Johnny Cash, and Lacuna Coil
[Last book you read] The Rivan Codex
[Last movie you saw] V For Vendetta
[Last thing you ate] Spinach Dip
[Last person you talked to on the phone] a friend
[Do drugs?] used to
[Believe there is life on other planets?] some form of life...don't get me started
Remember your first love?] somewhat
[Still love him/her?] nope
[Read the newspaper?] occasionally
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yep
[Believe in miracles?] nope
[Do well in school?] it really depended....not in school now though
[Wear hats] Quite often
[Hate yourself?] sometimes
[Have an obsession?] not really
[Collect anything?] if you count various books from used stores
[Have a best friend?] don't like to classify people and relationships
[Close friends?] a couple
[Like your handwriting?] sometimes
[Care about looks] to a point
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] can't remember
[First kiss] don't even know when it happened
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] nope
[Do you believe in "the one?"] not really
[Are you a tease?] sometimes
[Too shy to make the first move?] not really, butit all depends
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] totally
[Bitch/Asshole] of course
[sarcastic] not sure
[Angel] maybe
[Devil] can be
[Shy] occasionally
[Talkative] when I'm around people I know and like or at work
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: If you're on my site, you should know it
Birthday: 29th of the 9th month
Birthplace: Winnipeg
Current Location: Winnipeg
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'9
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: native and french
The Shoes You Wore Today: suede airwalk clogs
Your Weakness: changes all the time
Your Fears: going crazy
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese (cheddar, feta, mozzarella!!)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: go to university or college
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: don't think I really have one
Thoughts First Waking Up: do I have to???
Your Best Physical Feature: apparently my hips...
Your Bedtime: whenever I shut my eyes
Your Most Missed Memory: being irresponsible in high school and shortly thereafter
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: it all depends on who and where
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea in the glass bottle
Chocolate or Vanilla: swirl
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: yep
Do you Swear: fuck yeah
Do you Sing: when I want to annoy the shit of everyone around me
Do you Shower Daily: sometimes twice
Have you Been in Love: yeah
Do you want to go to College: yep
Do you want to get Married: not sure yet
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: every once in a while
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents: not really
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes!
Do you play an Instrument: not really right now...teaching myself guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yep
In the past month have you Smoked: yep
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep, for the first time in a while
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: it's been a little more than a month I think
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: a long while ago
Ever been called a Tease: probably
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: when I was younger
How do you want to Die: at the hands of a deranged notorious serial killer
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: will I ever grow up?? do I want to??
What country would you most like to Visit: the Scandinavin countries
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green or grey
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: long, as long as it is taken care of and doesn't have dead ends, and I also kinda have a thing for guys who shve their heads completely bald
Height: around 6'
Weight: not too skinny, not overly huge
Best Clothing Style: dark clothes that fit well
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own: never counted...a bunch but not a huge amount
Number of Piercings: 5
Number of Tattoos: one big one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I try not to regret anything...you can't live a life full of regret
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My Interests

i am for the most part a creative person. except i can't really draw for shit. every once in a while i will create a truly astonishing piece of work that i have no clue where it came from. i would love to be able to draw and paint and all that shit. i was one of the main graphic artists in high school, designing a bunch of logos and the grad tickets and logo and such. it was fun. my major talent though lies in the writers field. i have been told so many times by many different people that my writing is pretty damn good, so now i finally believe them. it really is my forte, and i write in quite a few genres. i've been writing stories and poetry since i was able to. such a long time ago it seems. not too many people have been privy to a lot of my writing though. i have a ton and a half of notebooks filled with my writing. way too many poems. somewhere in the field of 5 or 6 hundred of them, that i can find. so, yeah, a lot. i obviously like to write.

I'd like to meet:

myself. i've always wondered what i'd think of myself if i were to meet myself somehow. sounds crazy i know, but thats me alright. i mean, aren't you interested in how you'd act if you were to meet yourself? what you think of yourself and who you present yourself to be are two totally different concepts. think about it....

Music:

social distortion, lacuna coil, celldweller, nine inch nails, johnny cash, metric, the weakerthans, the strokes, marilyn manson, the doors, distillers, hayden, some jewel,garbage, smashing pumpkins, dave matthews, stevie ray vaughan, joni mitchell,neil young, a bunch of oldies, a whole bunch more that i can't think of right now, but you get the point. i'm more into the gothic metal and stuff, but i will listen to other stuff, depending on the mood i'm in.

Movies:

generally most of the comic books to movies, especially the ones by alan moore, even if he doesn't really want anything to do with them, which i completely understand, but the movies by themselves are still not badly made. (for those of you who don't know, they are from hell, league of extraordinary gentlemen and the recent v for vendetta.) i also liked fight club, amityville horror, a bunch of other horror type movies..... supertroopers, you know...things like that. ghost world. star wars. lord of the rings. old ones. like to watch the classic movie channel.

Television:

i don't watch much television, but when i do it's usually something like csi, the simpsons, seinfeld, reruns of married with children, occasionally an episode of house, or some other law and order type show if they have an interesting case on. i used to watch breakfast television when i worked nights, but now i barely ever get to see it.

Books:

the belgariad and the mallorean series, five books each, belgarath the sorcerer, and polgara the sorceress by david and leigh eddings. watchmen, v for vendetta, from hell, league of extraordinary gentlemen, saga of the swamp thing, etc (yes, some of them you will recognize as movies....he doesn't particularly like his books being made into movies)true crime stuff, serial killers and the like and the supernatural. the classics. philosophy. sciences.i read a bunch, from all genres. can't stick to just one.