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Layout by CoolChaserMy name's Zac, I'm a decent person with reasonable qualities; I'm humble, I love Jesus, I care about many things although, I take my assets for granted and tend to abuse them... I try not to. **********I'm selfish. Perhaps it's pure misconception, or intrinsic victimization that I lead upon myself through pride and/or my considerably unfulfilled need for attention, but I live my life in the conviction that I, as an individual, am at the center of all drama. Rarely do I encounter selfless experiences that enable me to see past my ego and empathize the drama of those around me, thus enabling me to see the bigger picture which is essentially the fact that - hypothetically speaking - I'm merely one drop of drama in the worlds dramatic oceans. ...I'm not sorry, but I'm working on it. ***Like crabs in a bucket, I've been co-dependant, but seek self reliance. For this, my insecurities are to blame.
***I'm capable of sensitivity, thus I believe in expression of feelings. I understand that my feelings are the product and result of the interpretations I have toward my experiences. In the achievement of expressing such, I enable myself the ability to act upon and openly voice myself with emotion so to take advantage of my indestructible right to pursue my freedom of thought. ...This won't change. **********I've made plans, I've set goals... ***I know how to draw, but I would much rather compose a picture with words, hence I want to be a writer. However before I do so, so I have something to write about, I want to see the world (Not to be confused with, but not to exclude the entirety of our planet because I believe that the world is any place or anything and how we perceive it.), interpret it within myself so it becomes mine, and tell it.
***I doubt I will be able to remember all of it though so... in addition to the fact that beauty in art is everywhere and I see it every time I open my eyes so I'll try to capture it, I want to pursue a career in photography.
***At first I thought that I just wanted to be able to race around town in a wicked cool ambulance, but I soon realized that I want to help people in astonishing ways. Maybe this is to feel validation in my life that might replace lack of acceptance and/or approval, maybe this is to give back to people the things I have taken from others, or maybe it's sincere, but regardless of the intentions behind it, I want to be an EMT.
***There are also many other occupations I will try. This because my life is too short to just have one.
**********In relationships I am willing and able, though I am of imperfections and make mistakes. I have an unlimited amount of love and passion (not to be confused with lust and addiction... some other qualities of mine that I've paid for.) that I wish to share. ..."to love and to be loved, lets just hope that is enough".
**********The locus of my life is enjoyment, laughter, recreation, and essentially fun. In all that I seek, I hope that the outcome is satisfaction. I'm about living life to the fullest. ***********************I'm still a kid so I'm going to take it easy and have some fun.
