my name is whitney ann mullanix. i'm 17, 18 on december 31st. yeah, new years eve. give me a purple rose, balloons, or make me something & i'll love you forever & always <3 kearny sib senior.
applying to occidental, pitzer, usc, ucla, ucsd, ucberkeley, ucsb, & sdsu. interested in journalism as a major.
best friend: susan marie moore. she's been there for me through anything & everything. after all these years, no one's come close to her; she's irreplaceable. i love this girl more than anything & i know she's my TRUE "bff". other best friends: brittany darlene flynn, sahar sarahnina farahani, kirstie cornell & shayne tyler kelley. they make my life better. we have our ups & downs, but we make it. i can't imagine life without them & i hope we can fix things & realize how much we all mean to each other before it's too late. amazing: christopher michael frost. he's been there unconditionally & although we had some rough times, he's still one of the most amazing people in my life.
idk what i would do or where i would be without these people. they make me happy, they put a smile on my face, they've changed my life, and they love me for me. they're what keeps me going each day & i'd do anything for them .
so i'll start w the good things. i love my family & the loves in my life. my brother, sister, dad, & the rest of my family mean the world to me. you might not always be able to tell, but i know that realistically they're the only "unconditionals" i have in my life. i love music, but i don't live it. i stole matt's fish named cortez. he's a beta. he's cute :] i love sad movies because they're always the ones w the best story. but i also hate movies because they're never anything like real life; things almost never work out the way they always manage to in movies. i love writing & i think i'm pretty good at it. i've always loved school & i've always done pretty well in it, but that doesn't make me think i'm the smartest person ever; i know i'm not & i'm a modest person. i have confidence, but i also need reassurance. i want to help children in africa & thailand. i want to help make the world a better place & make things more equal for everybody.
cause when it comes down to it, i'm part of our world's youth: the present & future of society; & it's up to us to implement change because nobody else is going to do it for us.
& now the real stuff. i've fucked up & i still do. but that's life. people fuck up, shit happens, things change, feelings get hurt, but life goes the fuck on. i sound like a bitch now, but i haven't always had this mindset. go back to a few months ago & you'd be reading something about how i love everyone & everything in my life. but like i said, shit happens & things change. now i'm in the mindset where if i fuck up, i'll work to fix it, but only to a certain extent. if it gets to the point where i'm the only one that has seemingly ever fucked up, i'm done working to fix it. when things fall apart, it happens on more than one end, so it requires work from more than one person. i'm sorry for the things that have happened, the lies that have been told, and the tears that have been shed. but when it comes down to it, i know that i'm sorry & if that's not good enough, then i'm done trying to please you in order to make myself feel better. i've been drunk & i've done drugs & sometimes i still do them...but i have my shit straight & i'm going somewhere in life. with the workload and responsibilities that i have, i think i can do whatever the fuck i want as long as i don't let it get in the way of the rest of my life. talk the shit you're gonna say & know that yeah, it probably will hurt me. but i'll get over it & i can handle it. i'll probably fuckin cry for a while about it to my friends or my boyfriend, but i cried watching cars, so congratulations. if it makes you feel better to leave fucked up comment in my truth box, do it. i'll just be happy knowing that i made your day better :] & i'll also know that i'm a stronger, better, more courageous person than you because i don't leave anonymous messages and hope to fuck someone's day up.
so pretty much, i'll do me & you should just do you. because i really don't give a fuck about the shit you have to say unless you're trying to kick it, in which case, text me & we'll make it happen.
& the conclusion. i'm not the type of person where i'm like "the world sucks" but i'm a realist. i don't think everything will always be peachy keen & i'll tell you how it is. not everybody's going to like you, you can't please the whole world, people talk shit, & still what? life goes the fuck on. so take it from me:
care most about those that care about you, do what makes you happy, ignore the arrogant & ignorant shit people say, &
LIVE YOUR FUCKING LIFE.
