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my name is Izok. you may know me as hide, chelsea, fookie, and depending how long and how well you know me, you know me as mokie. i am many things. i am a vocalist,i am a guitarist, i am a songwriter, i am a poet, i am a failure, i am an artist, i am a person. i believe in animal rights, and i believe that if you love a person, there gender should not matter. ive been through my share of shit in my life, thus making me the cynical person i am today. if it werent for X, i wouldnt be where i am today. hide is the reason that i play guitar,and trevor and kyo are the reason i sing. if you dont like me, you can fuck off. i dont want to waste my time with you stuck up scene bitches, whoring for picture comments and adding people just to have a billion friends. thats stupid. i also, dont waste time with people who add me and dont talk to me. LAME. i love my sister. she is my closest family and if anything were to happen to her, id be a fucking basket case. i love my friends. fuck with them? fuck with me. i ma in a band, infact, THE band. we are the best shit ever. KNIGHTS OF THE OLD REPUBLIC. check us out son. but prepare for face meltage and total fucking CARNAAAGEEE.
i love you so much. there is not a word in my known vocabulary to describe how fucking much i love you. i look up to you more than you'll ever know, and i hope one day to be as stong, goregoeus, and successfull as you. i know that your far away, and we dont get to see eachother as much anymore, but i still feel as close to you as ever. :] CALL ME SOMETIME BITCH lol.
pickles. I am so worried about you.
autumn and paul. you guys, are the best. i will never be able to thank you for what your doing for me, and i will eternally be in your debt. you guys are like, my best friends. we can lay in bed, at 4 in the morning, and laugh till we pee about dick cobbler. you guys are so amazing. 8D
brettskii. you are a musical, and lyrical genious. XD and i only have the courage when im drunk to tell you that. i really look up to you as one guitarist to another. youve been there when the shit was bad, youve been there when the shit was good. your a great friend. youve helped me out so many times, when i really needed it. im so glad you showed me who dragonforce was in law studies class. your my fucking brother. i hope we continue to melt faces by eachothers side for a while.
papa bear. i am so undeserving of such a perfect and beautifull man. you are my everything. you are the china to my breakdown, you are the cheesy 80's drums to my power ballad, you are the motley to my crue, and you are the beauty in my beast. hi. i love you. i truly do. i don't think many people in your life have been able to show you what that truly means. However unfortunate I am glad that I am the one who got to share it with you. You are the best partner anyone could have to share the adventure of life with. you are the one who makes me smile when no one else can, who cares about me to a fault, and always make sure im happy, comfortable or otherwise taken care of. The reason I wanted to be with you is because i know that people in you're life had hurt you and that you needed someone to take care of you and I knew that i could do it. So don't thank me for "putting up with you". I'm taking care of you, it's not something out of the ordinary, it's what someone who loves somebody else does. I believe that we will be together as long as we still breathe. I know you are a strong beautiful person deep down, but circumstances in your past have scarred you the way you scar yourself. I'm never mad when you do that,it just breaks my heart to know that you are in that kind of pain. But I know that someday you will realize that you have never done anything wrong. You just have to keep your head up and keep looking forward. And you know I will ALWAYS be here if you need a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on, or someone to step in smack you when you're doing something stupid. I love you mokie. forever and always./>

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o-o serpentitron

mm....i dun wanna go to school today...kyo's not gonna be there and its gonna suck..>_< god im so bored. now that the dog's up, ive gotta stay up and watch him.... saw transformers last night. o-o it ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 04:39:00 GMT

8D new doggie!!

he is sooooo cute! his name is BENSON!! he is all little and- and cute and... > > annoying as fuck when I get up in the morning o-o cuz he's like 8 weeks old so he yelps and whines and follows me and ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 06:25:00 GMT

ne....o-o

im just chillin here, kyo fell asleep on my leg. o-o but its cute. she does this like twitchy thing like every lil bit and then rolls over. yeah. XD she woke up and stared a the screen, o-o......she's...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:05:00 GMT

masochist of decadence

--i loathe most of you. i keep watching tours from family values, and now some from the new tour.some of you people egg kyo on when he mutilates himself on stage, and you get upset and won`t cheer for...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 19:39:00 GMT

'tis the new year..

so how is everyone? the new year is here. what are you gonna make of this one? do something you normally wouldnt do? try and quit smoking? everyones got something, some kind of resolution for the upco...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 13:14:00 GMT

IM SO HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!

I FORGOT hIDE'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! >_   in tribute to hideto, i will take these 3 hours left of the day to try and redeem myself... oh god i feel terrible...really terrible... i had this weird f...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 18:27:00 GMT