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About Me

ok, im Ricardo but i go as Ricky & Rick. im laid back and if the chance comes im the party rocker. i love to love and to be loved ahhaha.!. im a PUNK/Psychobilly === but now i've come the conclusion that i've been a HOPELESS ROMANTIC for thelongest and never even noticed it. BUT yeah, if i have a pen or pencil i'll do wonders and i like to write the poet shit. and skate [when i can]. chill with the friends [when i can] and be with my babe Rubie♥ [always. lol] other than that im just me now [THE HOPELESS ROMANTIC PUNK WHO LOVES LISTENING TO DEAN MARTIN AT TIMES] so ive changed over the high school process, its for the "BEST" i guess. but the Q. is [but is that a good thing.?.]
Personals
Name: Ricardo Leon Mendoza
Birthdate: March 10th
Birthplace: Michoacán, Mexico!
Home Town: Northridge, Cali
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: I guess dark brown close to black.
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 145.
Piercings: My Lip'
Tatoos: none yet'
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Yeah,, and i Love Her so..
Overused Phraze: K'
FAVORITES
Food: I Like to Eat so No FAV_
Candy: Gummy Bears.!!!.
Number and Letter: letters I, L, U, R and numbetrs 4 and 13
Color: Blood Red
Animal: a Hawk or a Falcon.
Drink: water is yum.
Alcohol Drink: damn,,, not for me anymore but a cold Mickey's or just tequila alone. would of done me good.
Place to be Hang Out In: anywhere we can be our selves. and not hold back.
Music Genre: damn, i have my moments when i like Spycho/Punk and indie. but i also like swingers and standards/jazz/Chicano Rap. you know, love stuff.
Body Part on Opposite sex: i love her lips.. and her eyes.
This or That
Coke or Pepsi: none. but i'll drink pepsi.
McDonalds or BurgerKing: i preffer BK.
Strawberry or Watermelon: both are ok'
Hot tea or Ice tea: both.!. I LIKE TEA.
Chocolate or Vanilla: a bit of both. not a big fan of em'
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: both. depending on the time of day.
Kiss or Hug: from her both..
Dog or Cat: a dog.
Rap or Punk: depends on Rap. but i like both PUNK and Rap.
Summer or Winter: i like the summer cuz the things you can do.. but i like the winter cuz of the late night cuddling.. [i miss that]
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: both, but i like scaring people durring the horror ones.
Love or Money: without a doubt. love..
YOUR...
Perfect day: I DREAM OF THE DAY WHEN [our time is not rushed or limited. one where we can be free and sleep when we wish and talk as long and as loud as we want.]
Bedtime: when she falls asleep.
Most Missed Memory: TILL NOW' winter cuddling.
Best phyiscal feature: idk, im not much of a [look how fine i am] kind of guy. lol.
First Thought Waking Up: [look its Rubie.. lol.] what time is it now.?.
Goal for this year: not Fuck things Up. [PLANS.!.]
Best Friends: dont have one.
Weakness: only she knows.
Fears: dying alone.. [losing her cuz of my stupidity]
Heritage: im Beaner. MEXICAN.!.
Longest relationship: the one im in now.. 7 months[APRIL] the happiest one i've been in too =)
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: DUh.!. [goodtimes]
Ever Smoked: DUh.!. [goodtimes]
Ever smoked Pot: DUh.!. LMAO.!!!. [goodtimes]
Ever been Drunk: again, DUh.!. [goodtimes]
Ever been beaten up: AHHAHA.!!!. yeah....[goodtimes]..
Ever beaten someone up: ahh...[GOODTIMES.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.]
Ever Shoplifted: when i was younger.
Ever Skinny Dipped: nope.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: well duh. [in a relationship.]
Been Dumped Lately: i dont really care. ITS THE PAST.
Ever cheated on someone?: .. sadly yes. [I WAS STUPID AND YOUNGER.]
IN A GUY/GIRL
What hypnotizes you?: in her,, everything she does. her love, her eyes.. her lips.. her teasing.. lol. =)
Favorite Eye Color: no FAV_
Favorite Hair Color: hmMmm,,,no FAV_
Short or Long: i like my girls shorter than me.
Style: any. =)
Looks or Personality: PERSONALITY
Hot or Cute: BOTH ARE GOOD. but i like cute a bit more.
Drugs and Alcohol?: HELL NO. [but,, broken record]
Muscular or Really Skinny: how ever, just not [anorexic THATS FUCKED RIGHT THERE]
RANDOMS
You a Virgin?: .. no.
Number of Regrets in the Past: a fuck load.!!!.
What country do you want to Visit: Japan and Italy.
How do you want to Die: how ever, not afraid to die.
Do you like Thunderstorms: yup yup.!.
Get along with your Parents: at times. i guess now i do, more than before.
Health Freak: nope. well at times.
Do you think your Attractive: HELL no.
Believe in Yourself: at times i dont.
Want to go to College: almost out of it, and going back in it again soon.
Do you Smoke: nots no more.
Do you Drink: not no more.
Shower Daily: OFCOURSE.!. lol.
Been in Love: i'm in love right now.. [hope she doesnt fall out of it]
Does the thought of marriage scare you?: no, im surprisingly looking forward to it. [with my love Rubie]
LIFE
WHAT DO YOU WANT OUT OF IT? i want the fullest of happiness and love.. i want to find the ultimate [natural] high along side the love i found..
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Interests

the LOVE i found in her.Rubie Rubie Rubie .!. the love of my life, its seems like you know me better than i know my self sometimes. you make me smile when io have a frown and you make my world upside down full of happiness.!. =) to know i'd fall this hard i would of prepared my self.. i feel lucky 2 have you in my life and i dont know what i would do without you, your my all [HAPPINESS, PASSION AND REASON] i love you♥... LOVE IS THE SEED OF HAPPINESS. IF YOU DONT HAVE THE HUNGER OF IT, YOUR NOTHING. FOR ME, I HAVE FOUND MY PASSION AND IT CHANGED ME MORE THAN I THOUGHT. JUDGE ME ALL YOU WANT, THE WORD emo IS JUST A WORD/THE WORD punk IS ONLY MY BELIEFE/THE WORD love IS ALL I WANTED..

I'd like to meet:

Thom Yorke [RADIOhead], INTERPOL. & DEFTONES.!!!!.

Music:

.your Music is key to the person you really are, it says more than ones own words.



Movies:

HORROR MOVIES!!!!

Television:

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Books:

"A Clockwork Orange" "A Dead Man In Depford" by anthony Borgess. "The Things They Carried" by Tim O'brien and many more...yeah...anything creepy or out of the ordinary thats what i'll read. and some Anime:Neon Genesis Evangelion etc. AND YES I READ... is it SO HARD TO BELIEVE FOr SO MANY...

Heroes:

MY BABY RUBIE.!!!. i love you.!.
muahahaahaaa. so this is Manee here. uhm let's see. Ricardo, Ricardo, Ricardo. Ricardo Leon. i've known this punk a _ _ guy/boy for about what Ricardo.. 4 years now? well let's just say we have been there for each other. it's like i've known him my entire life. well he use to do the bad bad. but i believe he has stop, because like i'd like to say hugs not drugs. drink alcohol you die! so remember those words Ricardo Leon! what else. oh! man, summer of 2006. haha. remember the things we did Ricardo? it was the best summer i've ever had with my friends. so many laughs, so many stupid yet always fun things we did, right? haha. Do you remember that one day "Jamba Day" haha. well let's see. Erika, you and me walked our a _ _es from CHS to Winnetka Theatres and it wasn't even open! so then we walked to Jamba! the things we do for Jamba. but yea. then, Erika and i always do Photobooth. so we went into the Northridge Mall and took Photobooth pictures. which Ricardo was lucky to be added to Erika's and mines Photobooth Collection. and yea, we walked our a _ _es back to school. that was a lot of walking!! don't you agree? oh and you popped Erika's balloon! haha. and i think that was the day you got to try mi madres noodles, too. wasn't it yummy? haha. remember Ricardo, i will always be here for you. i am just a phone call away. i love you Ricardo Leon, always and forever my friend♥
argh the fish<3
OMG ricardo!! so ive kno u since the end of last year kinda didnt like u at first but now ur super cool!! rememba when u were teachin me how to skateboard man was that fun well except when i fell!! that was just sad!! anyways summer of 06 was awesome i renember when u me n manee wanted to go 2 uviversals but we didnt have a ride there we saw a taxi driver n i decided to talk to the taxi driver bc im the cute 1 but then i freaked out n he left!!! that was to die 4!! MY BIRTHDAY!!! u r sooooo sweet suprising me wit an icecreacake!! BUT unfortunatly u dont kno how 2 spell my name cuz u spelled my name wit a C its a K hunny!!after we walked to the mall!! that was sooooo much fun!!!! well u kno imma always ganna b here 4 ur dumbass!! even when im in NEW York ill fly my ass bac to do stupid shit wit u n manee!! I LOVE YOU!!! xoxo
THANX.

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