Rachel™

hmm.mkay.My name is Rachel Carson.
I live in New Jersey with my mom and dad.Happy little family.I have one little sisters and one older brother.Yeah being the middle child sucks sometimes yet it as some good.I have lived in the same house my whole life.Its a nice big house.The usual rich family living New Jersey.my favorite place in the house is my room.Outside its the garden.It has a huge backyard.We have this small garden with a little two person swing seat thing.I love it.Its beautiful.
I love my dad.We get along alot better than me and my mom.Dont get me wrong me and my mom have a great relationship.But you know mothers.I am more of a tomboy.Which my dad has always loved.I was the girl playing basketball or baseball with the boys rather than playing dress up with the girls.I usually got made fun of for it.But I could care less.Me and my dad always would play catch outside.The National boy and father game.haha.Of course he played with my brother but as my brother got older he just eventually stopped.So I was there to step in.I knew I could always talk to him about anything.
Which surprised me.Because I remember having my first boyfriend in the sixth grade.We dated for a month till he found a new girl.It was the first time I got my heartbroken.My dad was there for me.He was also there for me when my long term boyfriend broke up with me too.By then I was a little more girly.Wearing skirts and walking in heels.But I was still the tomboy my dad loved and everyone knew.But I remember.I was a junior then and I was dating the hottest guy in school.John Ward.We started dating in the tenth grade.I thought we were in love. I knew I was.But yet again he broke up with me.I could never hold onto any guy I dated.My relationships seemed to fail everytime.
But I got over that after awhile.My closest friend is my sister.Kenzie.Ever since she was born I knew she would be my best friend.She maybe younger than me but I still love her and still love to hangout with her.She is a girly girl.Alot different from me.I am not going to lie and say we get along all the time.Of course we have our fights.But we get over them quickly.
Cant say the same about my brother Josh.We fight alot.He is such a player.I hate the way he treats girls.Like something he can use than throw away.But the girls are all willing to get hurt to get a piece of Josh.He likes to annoy me all the time.Make fun of me.He is the popular guy at school and I am not.So he thinks that he better than me.
Dancing.I love to dance.I always have.Its the only girly sport or whatever I have actually loved.Ballet was my favorite.I was good too.I got plenty of offers from dance schools.But I usually turn them down.Because I get the feeling if I go there I will never be good enough.Seeing all the others dance made me feel self conscious.
Well thats the short story of my life.Well half of my life.I am a senior now in highschool.Getting all A's like always.Getting stepped on by bitchy girls and my heart crushed by cute boys.But I am still not giving up hope to find the right guy.Maybe someday I will.But who knows.Untill then I just like to have fun.Yeah I have fun.Not just by reading and writing my own stories.haha
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